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Unexpected things

Day before jamal and amaris wedding

ALIYAH POV

So chase had to go back to cali and i miss him so much but the girls have been keeping me company
And amari told me what happen with carmen and i honestly feel bad for ava cuz shes so sweet that why i been taking and buying her and joshlynn everything they want
I dont talk to august like that cuz its still a little awkward you know but he always tries to make conversation

Oh and then we walk down the aisle together as the maid and groom of honor sooo yea the awkwardness continues and the wedding is tomorrow!!!

"Li-li" ava called

"Come in baby girl" i said sitting on the edge of the bed putting lotion in my body i had on a sports bra and shorts

"Hurry up and gt readdy" she sounded excited as she walked in with august behide her

"August?" I ran into to the closet to get dressed i heard him chuckling

"You act like i aint seen you before ma"he spoke

I put on my clothes and opened the door "ha. ha. ha. i didnt invite you" i folded my arms

"My bad...come on ava i guess she doesnt wanna go" he told her and she mad a face like she was about to cry and grabbed his hand to walk out

"Stoppp" i said feeling bad

"Where we going" a big smile came across avas face

"Yayyy!! Daddy want to take us to the fair" she squealed
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Hrs later
We hd been out for the longest having fun and laughing i was just like old times plus one
But we seen that ava was tried and so was eye plus we gattah be up early in the morning i picked up ava and we walked back to the car

I walked around the car to put aliyah in and august got in and started the car
I put aliyah in her carseat and buckled her in making sure she was safe "i love you very much mommy" she said making my heart pound i look at august and he just shrugged his shoulders i kissed her forehead "i love you even more babygirl" i closed her door sighed and got in my seat

August pov

We drove in silence and i looked over and li and she was sleep i smiled at how cute she was i missed her alot

I pulled up in mals drive way boy gtting married tomorrow!

"Aliyah" i whispered lightly shaking her

"Hmmm?"

"You home" i told her

"Carry me in please" she groaned

I got out and picked her up and carried her in the house upstairs to her bed i lightly put her down and took her shoes and pants off for her then i placed the cover over her i kissed her forehead and headed to the door

"August?"

"Whats yo ma"

"I love you too" she said her eyes still closed i smirked and cut the light off and shut her door heading to the car
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I finally got home and i placed ava in her bed she moved a little and opened her eyes "daddy?"

"Im here lil mama" i assured her

"I want mommy"

I sighed "mommys gone ava"

"No i want mommy li-li" she cried

"Ava come here" she came and i rocked her in my arms untill she feel alseep
She really love aliyah i cant blame her though cuz aliyahs perfect who would love her if i would have done right bye her mabe she would be avas mom but i had to fuck it up

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WEDDINGGGGGGG DAYYYYYYYYYYYY
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The wedding was starting and ever though i wasnt gting married i was nervous as fuck for some reason

It was time for me and aliyah to walk out
We walked face to face from opposite side we locked arms and turned to walk down to where jamal was standing smiling hard as hell

I let go of aliyah and smiled at her and we went our opposite ways but i could still see her beautiful face i just stared at her smiling and she smiled back while she was blushing hard
I swear she looked beautiful

I stopped staring once the music started and i seen ava and joshlynn walking out throwing rose pedals to the ground followed bye Amari

Aliyah pov

The wedding was beautiful and now we where at the reception we eat and everything now we where all dancing and having fun

Me and the girls was doing a dance i taught them and they all was cheering i was having a great time but august kept staring at me making me blush his smile was just so cute i just wanted to jump in his arms and suck all- aliyah calm down remember chase ughhh

"Okay ladies gather around im about to throw my Bouquet" amari said and all the women ran over holding there hands up

Amari turned around and threw her follower behide her everyone screamed and guess who caught them MEEEEE! Yasss bitchhh everyone cheered for me and i took a bow

"Aight my go" jamal said he took the garter off of amaris leg and all the men gathered around as jamal threw it and AUGUST had to be the one to catch it everyone cheered and the sat me down in a chair and august came and kneeled down in front of me and lifted my dress my heart was pounding boyyy having him touch me again brought back my feelings as he pushed the garter up my leg he smiled at me and i tried to act like i didnt like it by giving him a awkward smile when he finished he helped me up and kissed my lips softly and i gave in oh lord i gave in it felt so right but i knew it was wrong so i pulled away and everyone cheered

August chuckled and i just stood there speechless looking around

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😏😏😏 aliyah feeling aug again??