Hard to live

Why?

Aliyah pov

I woke up sweating i looked over and seen august sound asleep

Did i just dream all that damn

I went to the bathroom and wiped my face then went to check on ava she was in her bed asleep as well i smiled and closed the door lightly
Then I decided to check on my chucky monkeys i went in there room and went to there cribs and they weren't in them i started to panic i no they didnt call out they still newborns

My breaths started to go short
"AUGUSTTT!" I cried out and witgin seconds he was in the room

"Annora and Aden are gone" i cried
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Rick pov

So now yall see imma good person i didnt kill them i shot them with this sleeping shit so jada would think i shot them

But my ass did it shot up it just grazed my shoulder so i was aight
I took the babies to kayla like she said then i was out ion know why the hell she want babies they cry and shit on themselves and you gattah fix it

Kayla pov

Ohhh they have some cute kids!!

So im kayla me and aliyah was friends back in New Orleans but yall didnt know cuz our friendship was complicated

You all know her step dad was a drug dealer..remember?
Yea well what you didnt know was that aliyah was in the business for a while and thats how we met

Flashback

I was at aliyahs house talking to her dad about someone that was going against us and so you know i had to handle them later as we continue to make a plan aliyah walked into the house all sad looking this was her brother first left so i knew she was upset about that

"Hey aliyah" her step dad said as he looked her up and down smirking he fucking nasty

"Hey" she said looking at me ignoring him

"Hey" i said with a smile

"Who are you...on nevermind you one of his hoes from the trap huh?" she rolled her eyes how she know bout the trap probably cuz her junky ass mama be running her mouth when he need mo drugs

"Nah never that imma dealer" i said

"Oh" she walked off up stairs
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"Aliyah yo dad said come and eat" i talked through the door

She opened it with an attitude "he aint and never will be mu damn dad" she said walking out the door

"My bad honey" i giggled

"I want in" she whispered

"In what?"

"The business, look i need money so i can hurry up and gt out of her fr ik you see how he be looking at me im kinda scared i needs money fast" she said
"And dont tell him" she add

I nodded and grabbed her phone from her hand "here call this number tonight at midnight okay and ill tell you the rest later" i said she thanked me and we went downstairs

Flashback over

August pov

We went to the police then the doctor and they cant do anything yet to find my kids FUCK who the hell was that last night me and aliyah had some drug in our system that made us sleep and Ava was shaken up bad

We are just at home thinking aliyah went outside and i was inside putting ava to bed
After i put her in the bed and made sure she was straight i went to the backyard to see aliyah smoking her life away and crying

I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her neck "we gone gt them back baby okay" i told her

She tuck one more puff and threw the blunt to the ground stepping on it

She sniffed "what if we dont august?"

"Dont talk like that we will baybeh i promise"

"Okay, i trust you okay" she kissed me and hugged me tight as she cried
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"August" aliyah spoke as we laid in the bed

"Yeah?"

"I know the man from somewhere but idk who he is?" She spoke

"You know im? Was he one of ya boys?" i asked kinda upset

"No! I would have remembered dont act like imma hoe or something aug" she said back in the same tone

"Well you did something to the damn boy thats why he took our babies this all yo damn-" i started up stopped

"All my fault mine well say the shit august i know its my fault idk what i did but shit i hate myself as much as that man and you do i" she got up and left idk where she going cuz this her house i just shook my head and tried to go to sleep

Aliyah pov

I can't believe him
Well it is my fault i guess
But i dont remember where i know this dude from what did i do to him if i did something so bad to him i think i would remember

I sat on the roof of an old buildings looking at the stars in the sky
Pictured his face kept popping in my mind

"Where do i know you from?"

"Come on li think!"

"Think"

"ITS FOR YOUR BABIES NOW THINK!"

I sat up crying cuz i just didnt know i was
Upset cuz i couldnt help my babies i got really frustrated and my hands started to shake and my breaths got short i trird to calm down but it only got worst

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