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Aliyah pov

After while i was outside sitting in the grass just thinking
Thats suppose to be my daughter with august that suppose to be us in there laughing and having fun being lovey dovey

*phone rings*

"Yes"

"Hey babe"

"Heyy chase" i smiled hearing his voice made me happy

"What you doing"

"Sitting outside enjoying the weather" i told him

"Cool"

"Yea wbu"

"Oh im at the house missing my pookie" he said

I giggled and got up dusting myself off walking back into the house "i miss you too baby"

"I know you do"

"Whatever, i wish you was here" i said

"Ikkk im sorry bae but give yo brother nem my condolences" he said

"Okay baby"

"Aight li imma facetime you tonight so you better answer"

"Okay i will love you"

"Love you too"

I hung up the phone and sighed
Wow i forgot all about aug when i heard chase voice i miss him so muchh

I felt eyes on me so i turned at august was starring at me i smirked at cocked my head at him then rolled my eyes playfully making him laugh

"We gone holla at yall later man...gattah put lil mama to sleep" august said he used my nickname for his daughter how cute i smiled as he talked holding his daughter

"Aight" jamal said dapping him up

"Bye yall" amari said after kissing ava on the cheek

"Bi bi and bi aunty li-li" ava said i smiled and kissed her forehead

"Bye babygirl" i told her

"Bye lil mama" august said to me making me blush

"Bye august" as i walked off carnen was looking at me i looked back and she rolled her eyes i opened my mouth but then i thought about it and shes not worth it and her daughter here

They left and i volunteered to gt Joshlynn ready for bed

"You know uncle aug?" She asked as i tucked her in

"Yea"

"He told me stowies(stories) bout you all de time"

"Oh really like what?" I smiled

"He said that you love oreos and one day you bit him cuz he took one" she giggled
I laughed too cuz that did happen but i didnt mean to it was just a reflex

I sung to her and she fell asleep i left to the guess room and chase called me on facetime we talked all night untill i fell asleep on him

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August POV

i got home and put my baby in her bed after her bath all she did was talk about aliyah the whole time it made me realize how much i missed her an how little i care for Carmen

i tucked her in and head to my room i took a shower and got in bed with Carmen she turned the tv down and folded her arms then mugged me

"what ma?" i asked

"why you was flirting with aliyah right in my face that disrespectful"

"wasn't nobody flirting damn just go to sleep" i turned on my back and tried to go to sleep

"you better stay away from that bitch or im leaving with my baby" she said under her breath which mad me mad i sat up and looked at her

"bitch idgaf if you leave but you not taking my baby...you dont even take care of her you barley even be around her so you can chill out with that cuz imma see who ever when ever i want and you not gone stop me aight so good night ion wanna hear yo annoying ass voice" i layed down and closed my eyes she didnt say a word cus she know i wasnt playing she dont do shit anyways but wanna speed my money she dont work,clean,or cook, and she dont take care of Ava so i do things on my own and my mama help me a little.

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i woke up and carmen wasnt there i shrugged my shoulder and went to wash up and gt ava set then we was heading to Jamal's house

"daddy wheres mommy" Ava asked as we walked to the car

"ion know ava" i told her

"she neber here and she dont pway with me" she aid that kinda made me mad i buckled her in her car seat and walked over to my side but a piece of paper was flapping through the wind on my windshield i grabbed it and started to read this bullshit "august i left like you said and im not coming back i dont care if you keep ava you her father so thats yo job but im not bout to sit around and your not ganna give me no attention you give all your attention to ava andnow you ganna be all in li-li face aint that what yall call her and i cant stay here i need a real man so bye tell ava i love her or whatever idc what you say, love yo baby mama cay" that pissed me off but im glad she gone now i can just focus on me and my babygirl

Aliyah POV

i was dancing around to ayo by chris and tyga while brushing my teeth

"aunty li-li somebody downstairs for you" joshlynn said i nodded then  rinsed my mouth out and followed her down stairs

"CHAAAAAASSSSEEEEEEEE" i screamed and jumped on him wrapping my leggs around him kissing him and he held me up laughing

"you missed me that much?'' he asked

"yes sir isnt it ovious" i chuckled

he pecked my lips making me smiled and gave him kiss back but he deepend it

"yooo" jamal said causing us t stop and relize where we where

"sorry jay but this was just a good surprise cuz i missed my baby" i said

"we can tell" amari said

a few minutes later we where all just talking and there was a knock at the door it as august chris and ava me and chris are cool so there wont be any arguing but it might be wierd having my 2 exs with my boyfriend in the same house

"wassup wassup" aug said dapping jamal and hugging amari then me

"whats good yall" chris said repeating augs actions

" liyah! when you gt back girl" he asked

"yesterday" i replied he smiled and nodded at me

"aunty li-li come on lets pway" the girlssaid pulling my arms

"oka oka im coming babys" i got up an i felt people starring but it was my fault cuz i still had on my pjs with was my booty shorts and a lose t-shirt reviling all my tattoos new and old i turned around and august as smirking not caring that i caught him starring and chris smiled and tried to play it off but chase was mugging them then he walked up to me and wrapped his hands aaround my waist

"i wanna take you somewhere to day so dont play to long" he whispered then moved his hands to my butt making me gasp he chuckled and let go of me "i love you baby" he said "i love you more" i blew him a kiss and headed up stairs

his jealous ass had to put on a show crazy self but at least he claimimg me and not trynna front i like having someone real in my life