Hard to live

Me and my babies

August pov

"Pass it pass it nora" she passed the ball to me then i passed it back after crossing aden then she crossed trevor and shot a 3

"Yeah baby!!" She did her hands in a circular motion then whipped
I laughed at her and the boys mugged her

"Dont be mad cuz im beast" she came to me and put her on mt shoulders carring her like a queen

"Dont even matter we let chu win" aden said

"Bruh no we did" trevor said

Me and nora laugh and went into the house
i put her down and she ran off to bug ava i guess

Aliyah was upstairs as always we havent gad a full conversation in a week not because of me well kinda but i just don't want her to have a baby by someone other than me (s/n: how you think aliyah felt about ava?) i sighed and went to try and speak to her

"Hey liyah did you make that doctors appointment?" I asked

"Yupp i went yesterday" she spoke dryly and i frowned cuz she went without me and didnt tell me nothing

"Okay sooo..." I traild off

"The fuck you want to know damn?" She yelled

"Fuck it then liyah" i got up and was about to walk out

"Okay im fucking 2 months pregnant which means the baby could be yours or ricks, so im a fucking hoe cuz i dont know who my baby daddy is and if its not yours then your ganna have a problem i already see it" she held back her tears

"Hell yeah imma have a pro-"

"Ion see what for you got a baby by someone other than me and i treat her like shes my own" she spat

"That's different" i said

"The fuck how!...you know what i hope the baby not your so you can see how i feel know that.. nvm ill be back later" she brushed pass me and left the house

Aliyah pov

I just needed to leave
Why did this happen to me why?
And august is so childish like how can he have a problem when i wasnt even with him and he got someone pregnant when i was with him and i still love her like shes mine but he couldn't well wouldnt do that for me

Im not even sure where rick went to i tried to call him but he changed his number so if the baby is his i guess it will be father less oh god help me

My phone kept going off it was august of course but i wasnt finna answer im gone ill be okay he dont neeed to call me i said imma be back
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I drove around untill the stars came out and i was just thinking imma gt a dna test before this baby is born so i can just plain ahead imm make a nother appointment and see whn i can make this happen the sooner the better

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2 months later
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Last month i got the test done so we where just waiting for the results and i was nervous as hell every time I checked the mail

"You check the mail today" i asked august he nodded and i sighed

"I wonder whats taking so long"

"Ion know ma" she said on his phone i rolled my eyes and walked downstairs
I sat on the couch and looked at my stomach tears just started running down my cheeks

"Baybeh you okay" August asked coming to me i shook my head no
He came and held me this is what I needed i felt so alone and hes been so distant

"August feel like a bad mom" i sniffed

"You not a bad motha li you a great ass one, raised the 3 of mine great and you gone do the same with this one but this time it gone be me and you togetha threw thick and think" he intertwined our fingers and place his forehead on mine looking me in my eyes

"I love okay" he kissed me

"I love you too"
"-but what if the babys not yours-" i started

"Regardless its gone be mine alright  rememba i got chu aight" he pecked my lios once more and i nodded
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I woke up on top of August and his hands gripping my butt i carfully moved and went to check the mail

I flipped threw and there it was
I ran into the house and threw the other mail on the table then ripped it open

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! OMG" i screamed august jumped in his sleep and fell to the ground

"Mommy you ok" the kids ran down the steps

"Damn ill most hit my head what chu screaming fo baybeh" August asked

"Its yours august its yours!!" I squealed and smiled the kids looked confused as august picked me up and kissed me all over

"What yours daddy?" Ava asked
I let go of him and smiled "kids mommy is having a baby" ava jumped with joy but the twins looked confused

"Dont you have enough" aden asked and me and aug laughed

"Wait where is the baby?" Annora asked

"In here" i pointed to my belly and she came and touched it

"Does it have enough room in there?" She asked again

"Yupp!.. You use to be in here too" she frowned

"I think i would remember that mommy" we laughed and they ran off

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Later that night mr and august laid in be together
Aug kept groaning and coughing and when i asked was he okay he said yeah but i think he was just trynna put on a show so he could go tour with out me worring

"August your sure you okay?" I asked

"Yeah ma" he pulled me close and laid on my stomach and that's how we feel asleep well i couldnt go cuz he would cough ever second

I got up and made him some tea

"Here baby" he grabbed it and drunk slowly

"Good?" I asked

"Yeah" his voice sounded raspy
I climb back in the bed with him and held him

"Tell mommy where it hurts baby" i said in a baby tone

"Everywhere" he groaned

"Awww daddy, imma take care of you okay" he nodded and laid back down the same way before and went to sleep

Me and my babies lol

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