Hard to live

Rick...good or bad? ^^

1 night

August pov

I rolled over to grab aliyah and pull her close to me but she wasn't there
I sighed cuz i knew where she
Was she been doing this every once in a while
I got up and walked to the twins room to see her crying

"Baybeh come here" i told her she looked up at me then stood up and hugged me tight

"Augg i want them back i can do this much longer" she cried

"I know i know we gone find them okay"

"Promise" she asked and looked at me with pleading eyes

"I promise" i kissed her forehead and held her close

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2 weeks later

Aliyah pov

August thought i should get out the house and i agreed but starting to think it was a bad idea cuz i keep seeing women with there kids like its baby season or some shit and its really making me sad

I just left from walking the trail wat the park so imm go to the mall
I stayed in there for about 30mins when i bumped into a tall lighyskin i wasnt paying attention to him at first

"Im sorry" i spoke

"You good" she said in a familiar voice
I looked up and my heart dropped and tears where forming in my eyes
I grabbed my gun out my bag, yeah i was packing and held it to his stomach no one was looking so i was good

"Where are my fucking babies" i asked him

"Listen ma ion got them kayla got-"

"KAYLA?"
"- thats where i know you from your her cousin why the fuck you took my kids and if you lie i will kill yo ass right here" i said sternly

"Listen idk why but kayla mad at you for something and i think its fucked up that she took yo kids and ill help you get them back if you want" he easily pushed the gun away from him

I put it back in my bag and held my head down to think

"Alright imma trust you but if you cross me imma fuck ya shit up and im serious"

"Aight i got you fr... meet me here tonight" he said

"Okay"
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Rick pov

Aliyah scared the hell out of me i aint gone lie but i know yall thinking im gone trick her or some shir but nah aliyah dont deserve this shit she look like a nice girl to me so what ever she did to kayla cant be that bad so imma help her gt he kids back i just dont know how

(Skipping to night)

Aliyah pov

"August im bout to go" i said

"Where you going?"

"Out, imma be back" i said with a slight attitude cuz we got in a argument earlier cuz he had the nerve to say i was being to emotional and negative niggah i lost the only things that i truly love they are at the top of my list and you say im being to emotional

"You not gone tell me where?"

"To meet someone that knows where MY kids are" i walked out the door only to have him follow me

"Im going to" he said

"For what, it aint like you care!" I snapped

"Man really!! Alright go head take yo stupid ass on me and ava will be gone when you gt back" he yelled and walked back to the house

"AUGUST I REALLY TRULY DONT GIVE A FUCK ANYMORE THE ONLY ONES I CARE ABOUT IS MY BABIES MY REAL ONES" i yelled and i know i pissed him off cuz he balled his fist and glared at me then went in side

I dont care ava isnt my child and he acts like he doesnt care that i dont have my children but he still had his and i can look at them everyday being happy when im all alone

I neeed Annora and Aden!!
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"Hey" the man said

"Hi, what ya name again" i asked

"Rick" he said

"Okay rick wheres my kids"

He sighed and rubbed the back of his head
"Its not that easy aliyah, first i need to know what you did to kayla to see if we can solve this" he said

I sighed in frustration and tried to think why she could be mad at me

"Did kayla have to go to jail or anything" i asked

He nodded "yea she just got out for that drug shit she was in"

"I think she may think it was my fault, cam you just take me to her so i can sort this out"

"Ion-"

"Please you owe me" i held his and in look in his beautiful eyes and begged i just want my babies

"Alright come on"

AUGUST POV

After she left i packed all my stuff and me and ava went to a hotel for the night and imma buy a house tomorrow
She thinks i dont care but i do its just i gattah be strong cuz i have another child too my first child and its nothing like ya first and i need to protect her

I know we will gt the twins back and there infants they wont remember nothing but ava was terrified and sometimes she cries in her sleep

So yea i told aliyah she was too emotional cuz i can be taken care or her and ava, ava come first in my life so if i gattah leave aliyah so be it

She'll be back for me trust

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