Hard to live

Oh snap

Aliyah pov

I woke up sore but happy cuz i still had my baby and they told me what im having and im cant wait to tell august

I sat up rubbing my stomach as the baby kicked and I decided to sing the song my mom use to sing to me to make me go to sleep (my mom really did)

"Go ta sleep bay-bee go to sleep
Go to sleep bay-be go to sleep
Go to sleep bay-beeeee go to sleep bay-beee go to sleep bay-be go to sleep"
The kicking slowed down then finally stopped i sat watching tv then my door open

"Mommy!! We bout you food!!" Ava said holding a Popeyes bag

"Thank you baby" she climbed on the bed and kissed my cheek then my belly i smiled then august walked in out of breath

"Ava dont run from me again lil girl" he said catching his breath i just laughed

"Sorry daddy i just wanted to see mommy" ava said

"Hey liyah" he came and pecked my lips

"Hey baby" I smiled at him excited

"You aight?" He looked at me like i was crazy i just giggled and nodded

"Mhhmm" i hummed

"Aight" he sat down and changed the channel

I started to eat my food and ava made her way to august lap and they both laid back watching tv i finished my food and just starred at them smiling i guess august felt it cuz he turned and looked at me

"Bae you sure you good" he asked i couldnt hold it no more

"IM HAVING TWINS!!" I shouted

"Its two of them in there?" He asked shocked

"Yupp" i popped the "p"

"No wonder you got so big so fast" he said and i mugged him

"Im jp baybeh" he laughed but i didnt

"Its a boy and a girl" i said gting back on topic

"Finally a boy so ion have to be watching barbie shit all day" he said

"Dont be using profanity around ava and the twins" i told him

"My bad" he said

"And daddy i thought you liked barbies" ava questioned

"Ohh umm yeah i do lil mama" he told her but looked at me and shook his head

"We need names aug" i whinned

"Okay you got the girl name and i got the boys... August Anthony Alsina the third! There now what the girl name?" He looked at me and smacked my lips

"I really like the name Aden but i guess since its your first son ill let you have it and for the girl i was thinking Annora Aliva Alsina and its alivia with a 'a' not 'o' " i explained

"I like it so we got Ava Amanda Alsina, August Anthony alsina jr and now the third, then Annora Aliva Alsina, now you know what we need?" August said coming closer to me

"Whats that?" I asked

"An Aliyah Asia Alsina" he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring I promise you my heart skipped a beat

"Y-you wasnna marry m-m-me" i stuttered and tears rolled from my eyes

"Yes but only if your ready" he assured me

"Im ready yes I'll marry you August" i pecked his lips multiple times until i felt kicking and hear ava jumping up and down clapping

"I love our family" ava said

"I love it to ma" August said kissing her then me

Just after the doctor came in and told me i can leave i was so happy i missed my bed and laying next to august
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"Come on lil- mean big mama" august teased

We where at the park and august had me walking the trail while ava played and i was tired as hell, my feet hurt and im hungry as hell

"August im tiredd" i whinned wobbling fast to caught up to him and when i sat wobble i mean it i have that real pregnant walk cuz my ass big i cant even give full hugs cuz of my belly

"One more lap" he said

"Noooo my feet hurttt" i pouted

"We will go to Olive Garden if you do-" he didnt even have to say nunthing else my ass walked that lap fast as hell

"Come on ava!" I heard august yell but i was already to the car
I laid my head back and closed my eyes
Then the door slammed and i heard mumbling then august got in and started yelling little

"You better cut the attitude ava ion aint playing gone gt yo butt cut keep playing dont be slamming no damn door when its time to go its time to go" he told her
I looked at him then her and she had her head done with tears dropping on her lap she mumbles again but i didnt hear what she said and August sighed and started the car
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As we rode back home i felt light taps the back of my seat but i ignored them but then they got harder

"Ava stop that" i told her she rolled her eyes and stopped for a minute to be 2 yrs old she too much

The pounding started again "ava stop!" I raised my voice

"Ava listen to yo mommy" august spoke up

"She not even my mommy" ava mummbled and we both heard her

I looked at august and he shook his head and continued to drive when we pulled up i went straight into the guess room and locked the door my feelings were truly hurt like i love her like shes mine and that just reminds me that i will never have augs first child carmen as that gift

There where knocks at the door but I ignored them and just rubbed my stomach and sung quietly

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