Hard to live

Gt it right

August pov

Aliyah been planning stuff like crazy to make sure everthing is perfect on our big day i just keep smiling at her as she wobbles around talking about everything

"August are u listening to me?" She put both hands on her hips and frowned
I chuckled "yea ma"

"So answer my question then" she folded her arms and shifted her weight to one foot

"Umm say it again" i scratch the back of my head

"See i knew you wasn't listening i said what do you think about out colors being white and teal"

"I think that perfect baybeh" i stood up and pecked her lips

"Okay and......" she started to talk about where she wanted everything to be positioned at i zoned out just admiring her beauty

Can't believe she mine
I idk what i was thinking years back when i said I didn't wanna be with her that was just stupid of me

"Alright aug we gattah gt the kids from yo mamas" she tapped my head and wobble in front of me i got up and followed her
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We got to my mama house and the kids came running to the car
They all got in but annora looked sad

"Whats wrong nora?" I asked she shook her head and looked out the window

I looked at liyah and she looked concerned as well i just drove home we will talk when we gt into the house

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Aliyah pov

"Annora come here" i yelled me ans August wanted to know what was up with her

"Overchere" august patted his lap and she climbed up on him

"Okay so tell us what's wrong" i said

"Me and aden was playing basketball and kaykay and mya was play jump ropes or something while chay and ava was in the house and mya and kay asked if i wanted to play with them and i said not yet and they said im not a real girl and i only do boy things so imma boy and no boys will ever like me" she said

"You ion need no boys to like you-" i hit August cuz he wasn't helping

"Baby you are a girl and it doesn't matter what you do you will always be liked by everyone cuz your so sweet and lovable and im sure kay and mya just wanted you to pkay with them but got a little jealous cuz you wanted to play with your brother" i said and she nodded

"Mommy?"

"Yeah baby?"

"Am i pretty?"

"Gorgeous baby" i smiled

"Trevor said i was too" she smiled and i seen August frown i chuckled

"Okay baby your free to go now" she got off augs lap and left

"That lil boy and coming over here no more telling her she pretty and shit"

"August hush"i mushed his face " im hungry" i say

"What chu want me to do"

"Feed me" i said making him smirk he climbed on top of me

"What chu wanna eat" he asked

"Idk surprised me" i smirked back not sure why we was smirking but i was hoping it would gt me food fast
I gasp as he ran his fingers over my area

"Anthony no im hungry fr so move" i pushed his hands away

"Let me just gt a little taste" he bit his bottom lip

"Ewww ya nasty move and make me something to eat babyyy" i begged he sighed and got up

"I love you" i cood

"Mhmm" he rolled his eyes and walked our the room making me laugh

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"AUGUST!" I woke up out of breath

"Go back to sleep ma" he groaned

"If i fucking could i would now GET YOUR YELLOW ASS UP AND TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL AHHHHHH" i yelled in pain

He grunted and sat up "aliyah are you sure this the third time this week if this a false alarm imma-"

"FUCK IT IMMA TAKE MYSELF STUPID ASS" fuck i wad hurting and he was playing with me

"Fuck okay liyah sit down let me gt the kids and shit" he grabbed my bags and left out the room while i struggled to put my shoes on while i groaned in pain

"Aight come on" he helped me up and took me to the car
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"August baby?" I looked over at him as i lay in the bed

"Mmm?"

"I love but your not putting me threw this again okay"

"Baby-" i cut him off and squeezed his hand with all my might

"I said NO FUCKING MORE alright sir!" I told him and he nodded i let his hand go and breath threw the pain

"Where ava and the twins aug" i took a deep breath

"Outside with jamal,and amari" he said

"Ohh ok- AHHHHH ITS TIME AUG GO GT THE DAMN DOCTOR"

"Aliyah-"

"ANTHONYYYYYY" i yelled and whinned he pressed the emergency button and within seconds a doctor came in saying it was time well no shit sherlock i wanted to beat his ass

I was in so much pain i couldnt push anymore "come on aliyah" the doctor said

"I cant" i cried

"Yes you can come on" he encouraged me and aug rubbed my back

It hurt so bad i had to gt an epidural
Finally the baby was out and i heard little cries my vision got blury and i smiled as they place him in my hands

"Hey mommys ba-" everything went in slow motion and i heard my heart beat slow down

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August pov

I seen her eyes closed and i looked at the doctors crazy cuz they wasnt doing shit but starring

"Aye what the fuck going on" i yelled

"Sir wait outside" one said

"Fuck no!!" I yelled

"Sir please were going to help her okay but we need you out" he said i calm down and walked out
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30 minutes later

They let everyone come in and aliyah was sitting there looking sick but she was still beautiful

"How you feelin" i asked

"Good you?" She asked

"Great now that i see yo face"

"Mommy!" The kids yelled running in

"Shhhhhh the baby is sleeping" aliyah said they got quite and climb up on the bed and looked at the baby

"He look like me" aden said

"No he look like daddy" ava said then the all looked at me and smiled

"Yeah he look like daddy twin" Annora said and we laughed

Next stop is the wedding and we will be one happy family baybehs