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Chapter 31

Durga's POV

I reunited with my soul to leave him forever...

I know I am being selfish, but I just want these two days from his life. I want to cherish every second I am allotted with him...

We are going to spend these two days in his farmhouse, we will reach there by tonight.

"Ammu?" He called me, I was sitting leaning towards his chest and his hands were around me.

"Mm?"

"We will have a baby girl... And her name will be Poornima. As beautiful as the moon, just like her mother. I promise I will never make both of you cry, we will live together happily forever.

I was not interested in the family business but it is my duty when Vishnu and Jagath become familiar with everything I will hand over the business to them and we will live in this farmhouse. I want to spend the rest of my life with my love in a calm place."

'He started to tell me all his future planning and I heard everything placing a rock in my heart... I will never be in his future, he will never forgive me for what I am doing... I am sorry Rudr.'

When we reached there I was sleeping and Rudr had to wake me up.

"If the situation was different I would have carried you to bed without waking you," he said when I got down from the car.

"But it is going to change after two days, you can carry your love wherever you want"

"Yes I will always carry you"

'I wish it was like that Rudr...' I thought and took a deep breath.

We both walked toward the house hand in hand. It was super cold, the whole place was covered with mist. One man was waiting there for us.

"It is good to see you again son." He said and they hugged.

"Good to see you too uncle." Said Rudr. "This is Durga, my girlfriend, we are here to stay for two days..."

"It's nice to meet you too child, you both can stay as many days as you want, me and my family will be here if you need anything. I have filled the kitchen with all necessities, if you need anything else call me, that's my home" he said and pointed to a small house not so far from this. A lady and two children were there.

"That's my family, I will introduce them tomorrow, you both will be tired, go get some rest."

"Thank you uncle," I said and he gave me the keys.

"Good night children, see you in the morning," he said and left.

"Good night uncle," we both said and I opened the door and the warm earthy smell of wood welcomed us. It was a wooden farmhouse...

It brought a homely atmosphere, I instantly loved that house.

"Is this what you wanted ?" He asked.

"Yes... Thank you" I said and he hugged me from the back.

"I am glad that you liked it but I am sad that I can't see that beautiful smile..." He said and pouted.

I smiled and turned around to face him "But your pout is so cute than my smile," I said rubbing my nose with his.

"Hey I am not cute I am handsome" he complained like a baby.

"Hahaha, yeah that you are and also cute..."

"Then I can be naughty..." he said dipping his head to my neck and started to give small kisses tickling me...

"Aren't you tired Mr cute boy..."

"I was... But someone cheered me up..."

"Oh god, what have I done... Hahaha..."

"Come I will bath you... I promise I will not look..."

"Haa no way I am going to let you inside the bathroom Mr cute guy..."

"I will not look I promise... Please please..."

"Rudr... Shut up, you dirty man..."

"Pleaseeeeeeee....."

"Fine!! But do not touch me..."

"Ahem... I will try..."

"Rudr!!!..."

"Come don't waste time girl..." He said and lead me to the bathroom...

It was so warm and the bathtub was already filled with hot water. Rudr removed his clothes and sat in the tub waiting for me.

But I was so scared to do so... I am sure he is going to touch my skin... Am I ready for that?... Will I be ok with it?...

I feel safe when I am with him, I don't get scared when he hugs me when he kisses me... But being fully naked in front of him... will that be the same?...

He will not see my ugly body but he will touch it...  am I ready to give me to him for the first and last time?...

"I am waitingggggggg...." He said.

"Yeah... I am coming..."

I should not doubt this, right?... He is the only one for me... My man, the one who has the right to touch me. I shouldn't be like this in front of him... I have to savor this moment...

Everyone took me forcefully, without my permission they touched me... But this... This is my wish, I am letting this man take me... I want him, if not forever then just for tonight I want him to be mine...

I removed my clothes and joined him in the bathtub sitting in front of him with my back to his front and leaned to his chest...

Our skin touched and I felt tingles all over my body... He wrapped his hands around me and I closed my eyes resting my head on his shoulder.

He started to kiss me from my head to neck while his fingers drew circles around my belly button. I couldn't control myself from moaning his name, my hands reached their own to the back of his head to pull on his hair in pleasure...

My skin was being sensitive where his skin touches me... I felt tingles running all over my body, I couldn't think properly as his fingers started to explore more of my skin... My heart started to beat fast, my toes curled and I arched my back moaning his name...

I could sense him struggling to control his emotions as I can sense something getting hard and poking my back...

"Ammu I can't control if I go further... Do you want me to stop?" He asked breathing heavily.

I smiled and turned around straddling him and I kissed him after saying "I want you..."

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