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Chapter 15

Rudr's POV

I didn't know what is happening to me... Whatever it is... It is new... I couldn't focus on anything... I asked her some silly questions, about her family and all, just to hear that voice...

Cheesy much, I know... But that's what I feel now...

I had an important meeting today but my mind was not there... Thank god Vishnu was there and he lead the meeting successfully...

"Bhaii, what happened to you? You were not here between the meeting... I mean your mind was somewhere else..." He asked, but I just give him a cheesy smile and ran to my cabin to see my girl... No, to hear my girl's voice...

Again I asked some silly nothings and heard her sweet voice which was making unknown soothing feeling inside my heart...

She asked me about my blindness... 

Yes, there is a chance for me to get back my vision... It's not permanent damage to my optic cells... Eventually, they will heal and by doing surgery I may get my vision back... But I didn't want that at that time and I never went to my doctor after I came from there 5 years ago...

But now I have a reason to get it back... My Ammu...

To get my girl back in my arms... To give her a complete man she deserves...

Our moment was broken by Advika...I felt angry at first but then I thought about it... I have to give my answer to Advika about this marriage... Which I can give her without any doubt now... I don't know if that will break her heart but I have to do this, I can't drag her life through this... I will never be happy with anyone other than my Ammu, now I got her back, destiny brought us together again and I am not going to let her go for anyone...

She is mine and I am her's...

I will tell this to Appu too I will make him understand that she is mine and will be mine...

She will always be my ardhangni...

In that happiness, I went with Advika... Mamma has booked a lunch date for us we both went there and were having our meal...

I was nervous about how to tell her this... 

"Rudr, are you ok? You are not eating..." She asked

"I have something to say..."

"Ohh, then tell me, what is it?"

"The thing you said about my opinion about this marriage... Did you mean it?"

"Yes Rudr, I mean it... And you didn't give me that yet... Our parents are moving things fast... But I want a clear yes or no from you"

"I think I can give you now..."

"Ohh, then tell me Rudr. Whatever it is I will be happy..."

"Advika, I am sorry... It's a no..."

"Ohh... Mmm... Okk"

"It's not you... It's me... I can't love anyone other than one person that I love the most... If we got married, I will never be a perfect husband for you. I can never love you by keeping another person in my heart... My love, my heart everything belongs to her... I don't want to cheat you... I am sorry..."

"Hey.. hey... Rudr stop... You don't have to explain this to me... I knew that there is something or someone you are waiting for... So I think it's someone and you got her back, right?"

"Not exactly, I didn't get her back fully but I will... Soon..."

"Haha... All the best for that... If you need any help feel free to contact me..."

"Haha... Sure... I was tensed about how to tell you this... But now I feel ok"

"Rudr, you can say anything to me... Don't hesitate to do so... I will always be a good friend to you. And you don't have to worry about our parents, I will manage it. You just go and get your girl man..."

"Haha...  Thank you Advika... Thank you so much..."

"The pleasure is all mine... Rudr... If you don't mind, can I ask you something?"

"Sure,"

"It's just a guess, ok... Mm... Is your girl and the girl I saw in your cabin the same?"

"Aamm... Yes... But how did you know that?"

"Haha... It's obvious man... The way you two were looking at eachother... Anyone can guess it..."

"So you are saying that you could sense our love? In her eyes also?"

"Of course... She was like... Like full of pure love for you... I mean it Rudr, if you let her go,  then that will be your biggest loss... Tie her up if she is trying to run away from you haha... Because only she can love you this much Rudr... Her eyes told all these..."

"I... I don't know... I don't know what to say... I am so happy..." I couldn't complete the words as my throat become heavy... My eyes filled with tears of joy... My Ammu... She remembers me... She loves me... 

"Rudr, wipe your tears... Everyone is looking..." Whispered Advika.

"I don't care... These are happy tears Advika... I am so happy... You know, I waited all these years for her to come back to me and... And finally, I got her... I have to get back to her... Can we leave now..."

"Haha... Look, Mr. Arrogant CEO Rudr Varma has become a lovesick puppy haha... Ok, Mr. Romeo go get your Juliet..."

"Thank you Advika... Thank you so much" I stood up from my seat and hurriedly went out to my car.

"Back to the office, fast..." I can't wait to be around you again Ammu...

Advika's POV

I stood there watching his car's retreating figure...

He is so happy today... I have never seen him in this much happier...

Truth be told, I felt so sad when he said no... My first crush... But I did have so many crushes after him so it's not a problem...

I knew that something is wrong with him and it was love... Love is a powerful weapon which can destroy anyone... Thank god I never wanted to play with that weapon.

I had relations back then but never tried this permanent 'he is mine forever' thingy and never wants to try...

I agreed to this marriage because my father asked me and I don't want to deny it and I decided to give it a chance. Now it's off so I can go back to my normal self... 

I can find a boyfriend too if I could manage both my work and a man...

I just entered into my career and marriage could drop my hard work... I have all the time in this world to have a family of mine... So no more marriages... Ufff...

But... How am I going to convince our parents...

Mm... I will think about something... 

Now let's make our lovebirds one...

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