Only His

Chapter Eleven

Aliyah

Trigger warning this chapter contains heavy content such as abuse and rape. I apologize if it is too much, but you may skip this chapter. It does play an important part in understanding Aliyah

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I shut the door behind him and I locked it as well. I rested my head on the door and I didn't want to move for a few seconds. I took a deep breath and exhaled, I walked back over to the couch. I sat back down on the couch and I stared at the ground.

My chest felt like there was a hole in it, there was a part of me that could. My chest was collapsing. The pain was all coming back to me as I told him about it. The feeling of abandonment, loneliness and everything else that happened.

I hated that I had to tell him, but if I wanted him to trust me then I had to right? At the same time I was trying to avoid him and forget all about him. Then he chose to bring me along to his torture bullshit and I don't know what I expected. I went in their knowing that he was going to torture somebody.

I wanted to see, but I didn't expect it to be Jorge's people. He could benefit me in a way, but I didn't want him knowing who I was or what I have done. Now he knows and he saw me at the worst I could possibly.

Do you want me to kill them all? Why would he want to kill them all just for me? What could I have possibly done for him to want to do that. He probably pitied me and took in my sob story. He thought poor her used and abused, the perfect thing for me.

I took a shaky breath and I saw this going the same place as Juan. My eyes watered and I just knew Kazimir would be the same as him. I was going to have to relive my life all over as somebody's tool again. I took shaky breaths as more tears came, but I didn't let them fall.

I breathed heavily and panted heavily. I rested my hands on my chest and I tried to calm my breathing. Yet all I could think about was all my past and what really brought me here.

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"Why did you take your sister's Ipad?" He shouts.

"I didn't," I cry.

"Liar. What have I told you about lying?"

"I'm not," I protested.

He held the belt in his hand and he raised it. I turned my back to him and the belt landed on my back. I screamed and I cowered to the floor. I hunched up in a ball trying to protect myself. He whipped me again with the belt.

"Haven't I told you not to touch things that aren't yours? Stop lying," he scolds.

"I am," I say.

I feel another lashing to my body, but they come repeatedly. My body stung all over and pain filled my body.

"Armani, tell him," I scream.

She didn't say anything. She just watched as ever. She lied to him again. He was huffing and I didn't feel the belt again, but I was scared to move. I sobbed into the ground as I wanted the pain to go away.

"You should have died instead of your mother," He scoffed.

His heavy footsteps started to go away from me. I heard him go sit on the couch and the TV going to something he likes. I cried on the floor

There was nobody to comfort me. I lifted my head off the floor and I winced. I looked up and I saw their feets. They both stood there together and Hakeem's eyes was filled with water. He tried to come over to help me, but she stopped him

She had grabbed his shoulder and she shook her head at him. He doesn't argue with her and he stands there. She holds her Ipad in her hand and she looks at me with disdain.