Only His

Chapter Twenty-Five

Imani

Alexei had dropped Megan off to the house, then he and Alexei left. It was now just Megan and I outside sitting on the lounge chairs soaking up the sun. We are smoking a nice blunt, while Kazimir's men stand around watching us.

"I quite like Italy," Megan sighs, happily.

"It's okay."

She passed the blunt to me and I took my pull inhaling the smoke and exhaling. I looked at her and I fixed my sunglasses.

"This is more than okay! This next level luxury. We are technically living."

"It is nice like this," I nod.

"Mhm you know what else is nice Alexei and his fine ass," she grinned.

"Mhmm do tell what's going on between you two."

"We stay fucking, but that's about it. I don't want a relationship and he doesn't want one either, we are strictly fuck buddies."

"Just fuck buddies? I at least thought you had a connection."

"We do, I like his personality. I don't want to commit to someone yet."

"You won't be saying that when you get together."

"Nahh we won't though, but what about you and Kazimir?"

"I don't know," I shrug.

I took a deep inhale for this one and I held it in my lungs for five seconds, then exhaled. I don't know what was to come of me and Kazimir. I honestly had no clue. I motioned the blunt to Megan for her to take it and I needed a drink.

"You're lying about you don't know, if you don't take more hits."

She didn't move and I took another hit. I wasn't lying about I don't know. It was partially the truth. I was gaining feelings for him, I have feelings towards him, but I don't know how that would work. I don't even know if he has feelings for me.

"It's inbetween Megan."

"More details, your situation is more complicated than mine."

"I need a fucking drink, Mikhail!" I called.

He comes over to us and he stands to the side. He was ready and alert. He stood with his hands in front of him and I could see his gun poking out like he had already grabbed for it, before he came and put it away. I watched him as he gazed down at us and his adam's apple bobbed.

"Yes Boss Lady?"

"Boss Lady?"

"I thought it was a fitting for you as Kazimir isn't here," he explained.

"Mhm hmmmm," Megan hums.

I rolled my eyes at her and acknowledged the fact that he gave me a nickname. I might want to call him more often just to hear it.

"Can I get a drink please? add a lime and nice amount of alcohol to it," I asked, smiling.

"The same for me as well," Megan chimed in.

"Of course," he nods.

He goes off and I look at Megan as I take another inhale, my head becoming light and my senses becoming more aware.

"Boss lady? I think the answer is right there girl. You share a room, you cuddle at night, you talk about your interests, you know parts of each other's past and what else? You saying I don't know is denial."

"I'm not in denial!"

"You are, the wigga likes you. Maybe he's in love with you already, but you keep coming up with excuses."