FALLING IN LOVE WITH A PMA CADET (Completed)

ICU 2

Brain aneurysm, also known as a cerebral aneurysm, is a weakness in the wall of one of your brain’s blood vessels. Over time this weakness causes the wall of the vessel to push forward as blood courses through your brain, creating a bulge similar to an inflated balloon.

The constant pressure from the blood flow may cause an aneurysm to rupture. When it ruptures, blood leaks out, usually lasting only a few seconds, into the surrounding brain tissue.
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"Baby, it's been three days that you're here. Wake up ka na. I miss you na eh."

I am holding her hand while talking to her. There is not a day na hindi ko siya kinakausap. I am not allowed inside her room the whole day. May time lang na pwede akong pumasok. But I asked consideration sa doctor and I was given longer time with JJ.

This morning sabi ng nurse gumalaw yung kamay niya. Hindi ko pa siya nakitang nagreact of naramdaman man lang.

After staying in her room, nagpaalam ako sa kanya to check on the twins who are still inside the NICU.  Sabi ng pedia nila, if they continue to be strong two weeks max lang sila sa loob ng NICU. Pero if vitals are poor they may stay there longer. Unlike some babies in the NICU na one is i tubated the other may overhead oxygen, sila they were put under a special light na lang. Unlike the first two days na naka incubator sila. Today I am allowed to touch them. Yesterday huwag daw muna because it would be stressful to the babies. Today, I held their timy hands.

Hello mga anak, how are you? Daddy's here. I went to visit Mommy. She's still at the ICU. Pray with Daddy, okay? Pray that Jesus will heal you and Mommy. Pray that Mommy will go home with us soon."

I silently cried while holding their hands. Lord please, tama na po. Huwag Niyo na po akong parusahan sa mga kasalanan ko. Please po, heal them po.oagalaingin mo po mag iina ko.

I looked at my babies and both smiled at me. Lalo ako napaiyak kasi feeling ko parang they are comforting me. Telling me that everything is going to be ok.

I left the NICU to go back to the ICU nung marinig ko ang paging system calling Dr. Floresca to the ICU. Dr. Floresca is the attending cardiologist of Justine. I do not know what made me run to the ICU fast. Feeling siguro ng mga nadaanan ko, ako si Dr Floresca cause I was rushing. I saw him enter the ICU when I get there. I could not see a single ICU nurse na pwede ko sana tanungin.

Then, Dr Miranda, her attending nuerosurgeon passed by me. Hindi niya ako napansin. He was rushing inside the ICU too. Huwag naman. Please huwag si JJ.

Then my phone rang. Someone is calling me, I look at my phone and it read "ICU".