FALLING IN LOVE WITH A PMA CADET (Completed)

THE HONESTY'S TOO MUCH

JUSTINE

 It has been four months that  Marcus and I are exclusively dating . He invited me to watch their  100th Nite Show in PMA. They say, kaya 100th Nite Show ang tawag dun kasi it was the 100th night before the graduation of the First Classmen (graduating cadets) His parents were going except for his Dad who is busy with work. My parents are in California right now visiting my maternal grandparents. 

So yun nga, I went up to Baguio. I am actually not feeling okay. Kaya I asked to bring my own car kasi ayoko din naman silang maistorbo. I brought my Yaya and my driver para may kasama ako. 

"Tell me, JJ. Buntis ka ba?"

"Ha? Hindi ah!"

"Eh anong nangyayari sa iyo? Bakit ka ganyan? Kanina pa sa Manila ka ganyan. Signa yan ng buntis. "

"Yaya, I have my period regularly paano ako mabubuntis? Tsaka pano?"

""Anong pano? Pati Mommy mo may kutob na may nangyayari sa inyo ni MArc. Meron di ba?"

"Eh boyfriend ko naman siya."

"KAya nga, nag check ka na ba? Or nagpa check up ka ba?"

"BAkit naman ako magpapa check up eh ngayon lang ako woozy. Tsaka Yaya, baka sa biyahe lang yan."

"Haynaku, Justine, magpa check up ka kaya or bili na lang tayo ng pregnancy kit."

"Naririnig ni Mang Hector oh."

"Asawa ko naman siya. Malalaman din niya yan. Tsaka di naman yan tsismoso. Di ba mahal?"

"Oo maghal."

"Mag pa check up ka. Or, mahal ihinto mo nga diyan sa  botika at bibili ako ng pregnancy kit."

"Haynaku yaya. Bahala ka na nga."

How can I be pregnant? We used protections. teka, do we always use protection?  Naku pano kung buntis ako? Ano ang gagawin ko? Sabi niya uuwi daw siya for Christmas break. PAg nag positive itong pregnancy test, sasabihin ko sa kanya sa Manila. Hindi dito. Or sasabihin ko ba sa kanya? Hindi pwedeng sabihin sa kanya.

So after a lot of throwing up ang hilo sa drive  up to Baguio. I told his parents that I am not feeling well. Kung pwede I will just see them sa PMA after I rest for a while. I took a nap and Yaya woke me up at four pm. Enough time to prepare for PMA. 

I arrived in PMA at six pm. Hindi pa nag start ang show. I saw his family and rold me to go with them. I do not see MArcus around. Sabi nila he has to do some BAron stuff muna like saying hello to the officers and other high ranking officials and guests. When the COD (Cadets On Display) started, I felt a hand crept around my waist. It was dark kaya okay lang kasi di naman nila nakikita. 

Hello, beautiful>'

He whispered on my ear. I looked at him and he was smiling at me. I smiled back at him and he reomved his arms around me. He stood beside me. I wanted to lean on him kaso bawal nga. But he would reached out for my hand and he would hold it. Tapos pag liliwanag he would drop my hand. Then he was called again after the COD.