Curse/Boon

Chapter-44

I don't want her to know how I feel. I don't want her to know how I fell for her despite having a mate. I don't want her to know how unique and special she makes me feel. And most importantly I don't want her to know how much I love being close to her. I know I am developing a defence complex so I can protect myself from her, because in reality I'm just afraid she'll learn how I yearn her touch and presence.

I can't do it right now, both of us doesn't have the will to do it. Especially me. I don't even know if I want to stay in the same room with her anymore.

"Not now I want to take some rest, I am tired. Ask Alexa to open the cell I wanna stay alone."

She did whatever I've asked her without a question. I left to another cell with Alexa and ended up being slapped tight by my sister, which made me fall to the floor.

I was expecting that to be honest and I understand why she did that. Aadya is her master, her bestfriend and a family we never got to be.

"You pity her? Do you even have the standard to pity her?" I don't.

"You must think so mighty of yourself don't you. What are you when compared to her? Nothing. We both together are nothing. Don't you dare raise your voice against her next time."

"Or what?" I'm your brother girl.

"Or I'll forget you are her mate and kill you with my own hands"

"I am your brother! And just wait until she cheats you on your back goes to her mate Nichole." I shouldn't have said that.

"Her what?" I shouldn't have said that.

"You are living this land with me and mizu nobody is stopping us when we are leaving do you understand!" I know she won't let it slide but I can't say anything else.

"Nichole mate is Cole! How dare you lie now against her? Do you even know the consequences, act like this and one day even aadya won't be able to save you." As if

"Is that why Nichole left you for cole?" I'm hurt and so my bitch mode has been activated if she doesn't consider me as important as I consider her, she won't get my respect either.

"She never said she'd leave me. She will let me know if she has to leave me."

"How dumb can you get? for being an alphas right hand I wonder if you even deserve that position."

"Shut up Ryan. And just respect aadhya that's the least I can say. Stay here tonight."

"What if Nichole leaves you for aadya after knowing she's her mate, what are you going to do then? Cry? Like a baby, that's fine I won't betray you for being your blood brother atleast."

"Say that one more time and I'll slaughter your throat." She grabbed me by my collar and now I can feel my legs lifted from the ground. No wonder she's the right hand because she's not even using an ounce of her power.

"Why are facts hurting your ego? Everybody in the kingdom who knows Nichole knows how much she loves aadya, and I have seen how aadya loved Nichole when she didn't knew about me. I've seen it in her memories"

"What do you mean, are you trying to manipulate me right now? How low can you get Ryan?"

"If you don't believe me why don't you ask your bestfriend who sacrificed her love for her mate, because you her bestfriend loved her first. Do you remember that day when you bought Nichole choclate for the valantines and threw it in the dustbin because she was already eating chocolates with aadya . Who do you think actually received those chocolates have you seen the name tag." If being a psychopath is a study I've learnt it from the best teacher ever aadya our alpha.

"Those were the gifts aadya got from many other people in the school. That's what aadya said and I trust her. Which is why I gave another gift to Nichole and she-"

"And she started to treat you nice from then instead of aadya. Why was the sudden change? Because Nichole saw how important you were to aadya. You are just a replacement and you can be replaced. Do you know what's the lifespan difference between a demons and that of a werewolf. You must be so stupid to believe all the lies they say. Why do you think I hate them both? They speak nothing but lies."
She was silent so was I. But the noise came from the outside. It was made by the only creature I didn't wanna see right now.

"You haven't come outside for more than half an hour so I came to check on you." Nichole the demon godess.

"Let's go aadya said she wants to be alone with him." She looked at my sister who was still in a maze of the truth she just learnt.

"When we were 15 you have accepted my valantines chocolate for the first time right?"

"Yeah what about them now?"

"Whose chocolates did you accept that day?"

"Yours and aadyas. Why?"

"Can you carry me outside, I don't think I can walk right now. "

"Sure. What happened? Did he hit you or something else?"

"Nothing I just wanna go from here, can we please"

"Sure. You don't have to say please."

"Thank you master."

Nichole stumbled as she carried her out as soon as she said those words. The emotions they're radiating are enough to let me know how sad and betrayed they feel right now. I regret say this to her, but looking at the closeness they have these days this is the better option I have. She will atleast be prepared.

I've sat there for a little longer and left my cell to check other cells for a more comfortable bed.
'if you are done come to my cell' I've heard a voice in my head and I know whose this is. So I just went there.

"Let's begin where we left and you can leave. I don't want to stay in the same place with anymore." Ouch?

"What do you mean?" I went inside the cell she's in so that we can just sit on the bed instead.

"Do you remember the three souls story I've told you at the training camp? Do you remember the two souls I've shown you?"

I just nodded my head.

"The wolf soul is presently holding down the demon soul so I don't have to worry about it for now but I don't know how long we can hold it down." Okay?

"But when the demon takes control back it'll be in rage a very powerful and strong rage. You guys have to get it down. Ofcourse everyone will help you. But before that i want you to know how to control the situation. Because only you have the courage and hate to kill me if I ever do something wrong."

"How am I supposed to do that?"

"I don't know you have to figure it out."

"What? Is this some kind of a joke?"

"Do you see me laughing?"