Curse/Boon

Chapter-21

By now we both are sitting face to face on the bed, while I try calm myself and he tries to look into my eyes the wolf inside me is ready to take control of my body. I didn't want any lies so their is only one way for it to happen.

" Look straight into my eyes, I will have to read you" I ordered as I held his hands in mine to begin my process of reading his fate, his life.
"Can we do this after you get your sleep, you do know how much energy you need to complete it." He spoke with worry. Out of all he is the last person I would like to worry about me right now.
"Do you think I won't be able to .." I was cut short.
"I'm lacking the energy too Aadya, I don't think I will be alive by the end for you to know what happened" he's right though I can read his mind letting me know that he is more than worried for my life, here he is making a reason about him to convince me.

It's true though, if we didn't manage to get proper sleep right now we might be dead by the end of the process. I couldn't help it, I can't see him die right in front of my eyes for me being a stubborn ass. I let go of his hands trying to focus on my breath to calm myself down, it is when I felt two warm hands moving my hands from my lap and a small weight is shifted in between my legs.
"What are you doing?" I questioned as if I don't like though I know it is the only thing I want right now . To hold him closer, to keep him safe.
"Protecting us, please don't let go of me. I don't want to be his or anyone else, if I had to then I would rather prefer to be killed by you."

Though I can hear what he's saying, though I can register his voice I couldn't understand anything due to the sleep overtaking me. I can feel the weight lifted from my shoulders as he slowly placed his hands around me. He soon shifted out of my arms to make me lay down on the bed.
"I will be back, let me take quick shower. I stink" he says while getting out of the bed, by the time he is back I can feel my hungry wolf taking over me. I just hoped she wouldn't hurt while I was knocked out somewhere in the back of my brain.

Ryan's pov

I came to a wild sweety sitting on the bed on her four as if a wolf was holding her prey under her claws, a small snicker left her throat whilst I thought so. I went closer to her feeling better from the shower while I heard a grumbling sound from our stomachs. I knew I was hungry I just didn't expect her to be so either. I've called for Alexa and asked her to get us some food. When she served us the food she asked permission from sweety to speak to me which is rare, but what's more rare is her responding with a growl instead.

" What the fuck are you doing here all alone by yourself?" She asked me in a hurried whisper. It just confused me as I didn't understand if she was angry or worried.
"Should I be worried" I asked her confusion evident in my voice.
"Ofcourse you idiot, her wolf is the one in control and believe me she's not the one you mess up with. She's not only an alpha but also the black wolf, I hope you understand what I meant be careful brother" she smiled at me a smile that didn't reach her eyes, a smile that stated I was fucked up.
"She might hurt me, but her wolf will never do that." I gave a bright smile I can make up right now, which is obviously fake and left to the black wolf I had deal with.

"Serve the food" she demanded. Her voice is not the same as everyday, it's the voice she uses to show who the alpha is.
"Sure A-lpha" I stuttered I really didn't know how to react to her orders, she managed to sit on her daily sitting position.
"Here Alpha" I tried to be as polite as I can be. She's not scaring it's just I didn't want to be disrespectful to her Alpha ego.
"Leave if you're scared. I don't deal with rats "

Ouch! I did hurt her now, I just don't know what to do so took my plate and sat in the front of her. That's when she looked up her eyes a colour I've grown a liking to recently , the only color the can please my wolf. A dark shade of purple with black highlights in it only to make it look an art. I can feel my wolf purring just by looking at her eyes.
"Be my prey kitten" she spoke as a smug look appeared on her face which made me gulp and look away.
"I am sleepy Alpha, let's go to bed" I spoke breaking the silence after placing the silverware out of way.

I climbed beside her into the bed and layed their thinking about what she just said be my prey kitten it's ironic how a single word and her dominance is giving me goosebumps I would like to feel again and again. I tried to turn so I could face her only to be tackled down by a hungry wolf who's eyes are turning black with anger and lust..? I could feel it, my wolf can feel it he is going weak under her gaze.
"You got some nerve to ignore me kitten" she growled.
"I'm sorry Alpha" I was pressed down hard with a hand placed over my throat nails or claws digging into my skin.

"It's MY LADY for you kitten" she purred in my ear.