Curse/Boon

Chapter-51

Aadya's POV:

He's sleeping, soundly. He looks peaceful. I am here wide awake praying everything that's happening is not a dream or another lie. I kept reading all those letters again and again learning them by heart. I don't want to miss another chance to make this right. This feels so perfect to be true. But this is how things have to be. I will do anything for this to be true.

His weight is being shifted, and I can feel the demon fighting for control. Not now. I don't want this moment to end so soon. We didn't even do anything together yet. My head started spinning and the room started turning black. But a kiss pulled me out of the mess created by the demon in my brain.

"I think we should do it." I opened my eyes and hes wide awake. I can feel his heat, his smells changing.

"Do what?" I know the answer but Is that the right thing to do? We are supposed to do this a year back, I'm sure with the sexual tension between us both of us wouldn't be able to ignore this if it's too late.

"You know? Mate? Mark? Whatever you wanna call it" he is so shy trying to hide between the cool dude facade isn't helping him.

"Are you in the trigger if your heat?"

"Do you wanna or do you not?"

"Baby that's not what I meant"

"Come on sweety let's just do it."

"Sweety?"

"Yeah? Why what's with that. I'm sure this isn't the first time I'm Calling you that. Right?"

"Yeah but you don't even know why you call me sweety."

"I don't care if you like it then I'm going to use it."

"So you actually don't remember anything? Yet?"

"Aadya please. Try to understand. I'm loosing control let's talk some other time. Now let's just do this." He got on top me slowly rubbing himself against me as he place his hands on my shoulders.

"But baby I wanna know how you know that I like it."

"Because I remember it, everything. I remember everything that had happened until now. I remember how you stole all my emotions. Do you even know what it feels like to have a life without the most valuable emotions, emotions you have felt in the every moment you cherish? I do. And it sucks. That day at the camp that's the second time I took your blood. I remember everything. Are you happy now?" He was getting off of me but I don't think I want that.

"Don't" I pulled him down back on my lap

"Don't what? Do you still think I'm lying? Listen that day I've asked Alexa. Because I realised I like you. Not because of the bond but because of the way you treat me. You make me feel so special that I feel like a little prince everytime I'm with you. I wanted to show you that I'm ready to go to any length for you. But it has to be stopped my stupid mate Ren. Good thing he's dead I'd have killed him otherwise."

"And" at this point I am unsure about the emotions I was feeling. I am happy he remembered everything, I'm sad I couldn't even beleive in him completely. I'm angry he spoke about his mate. I'm confident he'd kill his mate for me.

"And? You used to call me little princess because well I used to dress up as one. And I used to call you sweety because you have been nothing but sweet and kind to me since the beginning."

"And" he slowly started tracing his finger tips on my collarbone as he turns red.

"And I'm so mad at you for kissing Nichole. That day that too infront of my sister. What were you thinking? You are so cruel."