Curse/Boon

Chapter-19

A/n

Can't believe I'm here to write smut because I wanna get away from the stress of exams......shame on me.

"I don't know either" I spoke moving my hand over to his tattoo and tracing it, I feel like something is taking over me and making me do which I'm sure we both are not ready for. Ironically I am unable to stop it myself because I'm liking it too much for my own disbelief.

"Shall we get out of the shower" I asked picking him up against the wall, all these years of training did come in use.... Duhh. He simply nodded his head tugging back at my hair. And pushing his erection towards my stomach, though it felt really odd I liked it knowing it's me who is effecting him this way.

I carried him to the my bed inside where   none  had ever been to, he looked a little surprise but didn't care much.
"Take them off" I said pointing to his shirt and pant while I removed my own , OK it's not like I'm going to get this bed wet because no one can enter this room and I have to clean the mess later. He did as I said and I'm thankful he didn't get totally naked, because I'm not ready for it either. By this time we both are only in our inner garments and by eachother. I started to kiss him again and he wasn't even fighting it. I liked it that way because it let me know that I'm in control for this.

I slowly left his lips and went to lick his jaw and then his collarbone in search of his sweetspot, when I reached his wolf tattoo he moaned making me realise I've found what I was looking for.  I left my love bites all over his chest and stomach came down to his thighs to see scars and marks. But I kissed them anyway, and he was a moaning mess by now.

"Help me with this or allow me to use the restroom." he  pointed at his member and I  I can see how hard it is. I didn't know if he wants me to do this or not.
"Use the restroom." He was having a disappointed look while he left to the restroom so I followed him. He was surprised to see me their and so was I, "wanna put up a show for me pup". I asked him closing the toilet seat and sitting on top of it. He was a naked as the minute he was born and trying to cover himself, I called him near me and pointed at my lap asking him to sit. I slowly removed his hands and saying we both are embarrassed would be an understatement. I still managed to pull out a smile and it was hard because he was big not my fault.

"Not impressive right, he asked covering himself again"

"Dude if you go for porn audition, they'll beg you to fuck them" I said more like not understand what I said by myself.  He burst into a fit of laughter which turned into a moan as I slowly touched his erection. I started to rub it as a tease while grabbing his lips with mine, started to pump him while he was trying hard to suppress his moans.
"I bet I would love to hear you, scream my name baby" I said fasting up the phase of my hand while he kept moaning my name. He soon came into my hands.
Then I put the shower on again and removed all the leftover clothing because it's only even if he sees me like this because he's not even touching me and I don't want him to be awkward around me again.  An we took a shower together. I took him back the bed and started to rub him dry
"You know I can do this right" he asked me with a doubtful look which I returned with a smile saying.
"But I wanna do this right"
I rubbed the towel making him dry and then reached his thighs, suddenly I realised what he had done to himself and I didn't even know anything about it made me more angry.
Seeing me stop what I was supposed to be doing Ryan got alarmed and started to cover them using blanket and  started to get up, but since I know better I pushed him back and removed the blankets over him.
"If I want you all for me, then shouldn't I be seeing them" I asked while he was still looking down fiddling his fingers
"Then i am sorry you have to see something as stupid as me " a teary eyed boy looked at me.
"If you start hating me for this, it's OK I can understand. I am habituated to it " who the fuck made him like this. How can people hate someone just for having scars and marks.
"I'm saying this, in a whole state of my mind working at its peak level. I would never hate you. I did't have the balls to send you away before getting my memory back. How do you expect me to do it after getting them back . And yeah you are a little stupid but" he looked surprised but also giving me a as if I don't know look.

" And you didn't tell me" he tangled me in a big goofy hug.

"If you weren't being a 'miss I am not available' puppy I would have grabbed you to the palace to declare you as my mate" I said getting out of his hug and reaching over to his thighs.
"But what" he asked to divert me making it clear he's so subconscious about it.
"But you will be mine no matter what" I completed giving a peck to his lips.
"How did this happen" he was covered in stretch marks and scars that were fading a little by little.

"I don't wanna talk about it. It's not even that important you know." He told me giving a little uncomfortable smile, which means he's really not ready to talk about it to anyone.

"Does anyone know about it" I was worried at this point because if none does that only means he would have killed himself if he had got a chance.

"At first none, but then mary did and she arranged two gaurds around me. They follow me everywhere so that I'm not alone and do some stupidity. But then we got closer and I stopped doing it because Mary said you would never like it if you come to know what I did" a smile creeped up to my face, he cared about us even though we never know if we can get back together. He trusted us.

"You know I was in love with you back then right" I asked him holding his hands. Hoping he remembered what happened between us.

"I do. Infact everyone in the palace do too. And you also promised to marry me so .... I believe you are a girl of your word. And I never really gave a thought of someother in my life. "  I was relieved so much to the point I didn't even know I was stressing this much. In fact I tackled him back into a hug.

"So when do you want to be my official mate" I asked him still holding him in my arms. His smile dropped. Wait does he not want to be.

"I can't before Melisa die. So I'll just go to my room" I had no words to say so I remained silent watching him struggle to find the exit between the mirrors of the walls. I got it designed in a way that if one try to open the door in a wrong way it will let me know. Not like someone can find my room.

I stood up and went to hug him from the back it's comfortable because of the very low height difference between him and me. I was like 5cm shorter than him.
"Or shall I just carry you the way I brought you in." it was an hour he came so I've already messaged Alexa to take mizu with her before going to his room. So I don't have to worry about mizu. He was blushing like a red tomato, cute.

"You can stay here you know, nobody's home. And we can cuddle", I was expecting a no but he turned in my arms and screamed

"Carry me, my knees feel weak because of your cheesy words!" he placed his hands behind on my shoulders and I carried him bridal style slowly placing him on my bed and getting a new blanket to cover us. I slid beside him and he moved in between my arms. And their he was sleeping, fuck my vampire things coz I'm obliged to a four our sleep once in a while. That too just for allowing my werewolf senses to work properly.

He was fast asleep when I ringed my father, well I'm going to talk to him as a daughter
" hey, who are you" he asked voice filled with sarcasm and stupidity which makes clear he was having a good day.
"I'm Aadya daughter of Xavier. Can you get him speak to me Mr. I don't know who you are" I said laughing back at his I know she's clever than me scoff.
"Yes, speaking. What can I do for my 'im not dependent on you but you should still get my things done when I'm not around daughter'" he made a historic whistle, but how did he knew I wanted him to do something for me.
"Ugh maybe ask your king to allow me to have a personal assistant" I said hoping a yes in return.
"Why not have him as a boyfriend it's better than personal assistant" he said and I can imagine him making a I got you smile on the other side.
" Well, because he's not my boyfriend. And he just need some pay so " I said not letting any tension get into my voice because one wrong word and I'm done.
"Oh, the king says not anyone can be your personal assistant" how did I forget this he is right they'll have few questions and tests with which I know Ryan will never pass.

"You still their my daughter" he asked me in a 'you know you can plead me and I'll let it go' tone. But guess what never dad.

"Well what if he's my personal slave, none can stop it right."