Cat Café~ Pakunoda

I Hunger For Your Touch

Chapter 12

You woke up with a horrible headache that reminded you of just how much you drank last night. Your body tensed up in shock when you realized the position you were in. Pakunoda was hugging you from behind with her leg in between yours. All the memories of last night came rolling in, extreme embarrassment following soon after.

'Whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhatthefuckkk!! I got sloppy drunk and hit on Pakunoda... MY BOSS! There's no way to recover from this!!! But- what happened in the bath... we were both sober-'

"Good morning." Your thoughts were interrupted by Pakunoda waking up. She untangled herself from you and stood up to stretch. "Your head must be killing you."

'How is she just going to act so casually about this?!' You were drowning in embarrassment.

"Pretending to sleep are we?"

"Huh. Uh no." You buried your face into your pillow.

"I'll go get you some Advil just stay there." She brushed her teeth and got dressed before walking out of the door. You waited a couple of seconds then got up rushing to the bathroom. You grabbed your head and squeezed your eyes shut in pain but persevered to the sink and brushed your teeth. After yesterday you wanted to be ready for anything.

You got back into bed and waited for pakunoda. You couldn't believe that this was real life, like did you really almost kiss pakunoda? Was she just caught up in the moment? What the fuck was at the door and why the fuck did it have to interrupt you?!

Pakunoda came back with Advil and you thanked her profusely. She's pretty much your mom at this point.

"You can rest, we don't have to check out of the room until twelve." You felt the bed dip beside you.

"What time is it?" You asked turning over to face her.

"Ten thirty." She got under the blanket.

"Okay... Um Pakunoda I'm so sorry about last night, I can't believe I acted like that and drank so much it was so irresponsible of me." You said with shame.

"Don't apologize, It was a fun night." She smiled.

"But I was so sloppy and completely embarrassed myself." You hid your face under the blanket. She used her elbow to support herself as she pulled the blanket off of you.

"Hey! It's cold." You tried to pull the blanket back.

"Then come closer." You looked at her for a moment to make sure she was serious before moving closer to her. She put the blanket back around you and pulled you in. "It's warmer like this."

You froze for a moment then melted into her. You craved her touch so much, it was like you were starving for it. Any time she was near your stomach was in knots and you just couldn't handle it anymore.

"Pakunoda-" you looked up at her.

'Are you kidding me..... This bitch is asleep!'

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"Yo dude, so you're back together with that girl now?" You were sitting with friends in the cafeteria beside your ex boyfriend.

"Yeah." Your ex boyfriend replied, glancing over to see your reaction.

"Oh and how's that going for you?" You asked with extreme attitude.

"It's going really well actually." He smiled at you innocently, knowing that would hurt.

"Really? Yeah it's funny how after you cheated on me with her you said that you hated her and you were never gonna speak to her again... and now you're dating her. Like I just find that sooo funny." You fully exposed him in front of all your friends with a big smile on your face, not at all ready for his retaliation.

"Really, you think that's fucking funny?" He fake chuckled while nodding his head, as if he was saying 'you really just fucking said that?'

"Yeah it's hilarious actually." You mimicked his actions.

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"I'll show you something funny." He gripped your hair and smashed your head into the lunch table. It happened so fast you didn't even realize until your face connected with the cold table surface.
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You looked over to your friends to see they were all having their own conversations unfazed.

"Y/n.... Y/n...." You were shaken awake by Pakunoda.

"Huh. What's wrong?" You rubbed your eyes.

"Nothing.. you just had a painful expression on your face." She responded with her hand still on your side.

"Oh no I'm fine. Sorry if I worried you."

'Why did I dream about that? And why now of all times?'

"Does your head still hurt a lot?"

"A bit but I'm fine."

"Okay well at least the Advil helped a little. We have to check out soon let's get ready."

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On the ride back you couldn't even admire how hot Pakunoda looked driving with one hand on the wheel, your hangover had you extremely sensitive to the light so you used a sweater over your head to block out the sun. Yeah.. not your best moment.

The long drive gave you a lot of time to think. At this point you felt like there was no way Pakunoda was just being friendly. It was impossible for this insane amount of tension to be one sided, right? You wanted to tell her how you felt but you were bad at communicating those kinds of things. Every time you were with her it was like she took your breath away, and you definitely can't confess your feelings when you can't breathe.. right?

No y/n you're just a pussy.