Cat Café~ Pakunoda

Toys<3

Chapter 32

After getting ready and having breakfast you guys started heading to the mall you went to with Mel because it had a baking supply store.

You didn't know Pakunoda was going to go so overboard on the chocolate. Her bag had enough to make every single chocolate dessert ever.

"Hey aren't you going a little crazy?"

"No such thing." She said as she continued to fill the shopping bag.

"Oh gosh."

After leaving the baking supply shop you guys decided to look around and do some window shopping.

"Oh let's go in here they have cool shirts, we can get some oversized ones." Pakunoda suggested.

You guys found a bunch of cool oversized shirts and accessories by the time you made it to the back of the store. Let's just say the back was filled with some interesting items...

"Uhh what the hell." You said as you looked at the wall of sex toys. There was literally everything from lacy lingerie to leather whips.

"What? You want something?" Pakunoda walked up and saw you staring at everything. You had been staring so hard because you haven't seen anything like that before.

"What? No! I was just shocked to see all this." You quickly turned away and started looking at a rack of clothes.

"You're allowed to browse y/n. I won't tell your mom." She poked your side.

"I'm not looking!"

"What a shame." She said looking at the wall of lingerie. "I wonder what would be more your style."

"I don't have one for that stuff."

"Well then I'll pick for you."

"What?!"

"Yeah and you can pick one for me.. or would you rather I show you what I like." She said coming closer.

You were embarrassed about the topic but curious to know what Pakunoda liked in this sense.

"I- I don't know show me." You whispered.

"I like something a little more strappy like this." She held up a black leather one piece with straps and buckles. "Though I think you would be more comfortable in something like this." She held up a black lacy two piece that was a little more conservative.

Even though Pakunoda was talking about you wearing the sets you couldn't help but imagine her in them.

"You can pick something for me. I'll put on anything if you want me to." It was like she could read your mind. A swarm of butterflies were battling in your stomach making it hard for you to look at her.

"You can get those.. but you're wearing the one with the buckles." You said quietly looking down at your feet. To be completely honest you already had a couple fantasy's of her in that running through your head.

She put the lingerie with the other shirts you were getting then looked at the other wall.

"Hey y/n have you ever used any toys before."

"Wha- of course not."

"No need to get embarrassed."

"Have you?" You hesitated to ask.

"Never cared about it before." She shrugged her shoulders. "Though I wouldn't mind watching you use one." She smirked. You froze up not knowing how to respond feeling super embarrassed just at the thought of it.

"I'd never let you see that." You crossed your arms.

"Why not? Ou look at this one it has little hearts on it. Cute right?" She said grabbing it. "I dare you to go buy it."

"No. You're only saying that cuz you want to embarrass me."

"Maybe so.." she tried to hand it to you but you wouldn't take it.

"No one cares if you buy things like these, see I'll prove it." She said walking towards the cash with all the items.

She checked out the items like normal, no one but you acted like anything was unusual. You stood a little further back than normal as Pakunoda was paying as if that would make the cashier think you were uninvolved.

"Is there anything else you want to get before we leave?" Pakunoda said as if nothing just happened.

"No I'm fine. Have you bought other things like that before?"

"No why?"

"Then why are you so normal about it?"

"I don't know it's just not a big deal. I couldn't care less about what people are thinking."

"Must be nice.. I overthink everything."

"That's not always a bad thing, wouldn't you say overthinking helps you make smarter more thought out decisions."

"I guess you could say that but normally it just drives me crazy with anxiety."

"Anxiety isn't all that bad either, we all need anxiety to keep us safe and aware of our surroundings."

"You sure know how to make everything sound like a good thing."

"Well it's not all good, in fact it can be pretty horrible but.. when I look at you I can't help but see good things. You should understand that your negative traits make positive ones shine brighter. It's true for everyone, you just need to find the good in the bad."

"So then how come when I look at you you shine so bright yet I can't see any negatives."

When you said that Pakunoda stopped walking forward and the expression on her face changed.

"I have lots of negatives. I've just been careful not to reveal them."

"You don't have to try so hard. You can show me any side of you. Nothing will change." You placed your hand on her shoulder then quickly took it off realizing you were still in public.

"Let's just stay like this for a little while longer." She smiled and started walking again.

The atmosphere in the car on the ride back was a little heavy, like things needed to be said but no one was willing to say them. You didn't want to be upset with Pakunoda for being so secretive because you yourself had your own skeletons in your closet.

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A/n

Lol Spencer's tease
I want something super spicy to happen ;p