Monster ≫ h.s

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So you'll like this book overall if you like a protective Harry. With a dark past and features and naturally just an aggressive person Because omg slayyyyy. Sorry late night updates get me crazy.And as usual sorry for any typos

m a i s y

Harry arranged a private plane to fly us out to Los Angeles, closer to his Head Quarters. L.A was on the complete other side of the country, I had never been there before. I don't know how I felt about this traveling. We only have about an hour left till we land, I don't like it up this high. It makes me nervous. The plane is very lavish and overall the whole situation is a little overwhelming.

Maybe it's just because I don't do very well in the air or on planes in general. Harry had fallen asleep a few minutes ago, he looked so peaceful, so gentle. Not that he wasn't gentle with me but there was just always something lingering behind him, like he... Oh I'm probably just over analyzing things.

It still doesnt feel real, I almost think that any moment I'm gonna wake up and be able to go to school, to see Zayn and Dana. Or my mother is gonna wake me up and scold me for taking a nap, when I should have been studying. It just seems so surreal...I can't even explain it. My heart breaks when I think of my family and friends. The fact that my case is now cold... it's tragic really.

I don't think Harry's a bad guy towards me, but he's done awful things I know. I'll always miss my family...there will always be a part of me that longs to see them, that yearns for them. Always. There will probably always be apart that hates what he took from me, but there's nothing I can really do at the moment.

I placed my hands in the pockets of my black capris. I sat crisscross on the side of Harry with a large book open. It looked interesting and once Harry noticed I had the slightest eye for it..he purchased it. He refused to take no for an answer. His chest rose and fell slowly as he slept, I smiled a bit. He looked like a great big sleeping bear. I placed a hand on his arm and his eyes shot open in alarm, he relaxed when he finally saw my face.

"You scared me." He said softly.

"Oh really. Sorry I didn't mean too, sometimes you scare me." I teased but truth honestly stood behind my words.

His eyebrows curved down and a small frown formed on his face. He sat up on his elbows, "I don't mean to scare you, I want you to be happy." He said placing a stray strand of hair behind my ear.

"Yeah, yeah I know that now. You just have such a dark world. I- well... Nevermind." I mumbled.

I didn't like where the conversation was heading. His face had hardened and he clenched his jaw in what seemed like anger. He sat up fully now looming over me, he wasn't so vulnerable anymore.

"No, what...finish what you were going to say." He asked a tint of annoyance in his voice.

"It's, w-well I just... t-think maybe-" I stuttered.

My cheeks felt flushed with embarrassment. I was stumbling over silly easy words, making myself seem idiotic.

"What? That maybe you don't belong in my world? Is that it? That's not true....you are everything  to me. You can't be so selfish did you ever think that maybe I might need you in my life. Your purity is so important in my life. It's what keeps me sane." He said raising his voice a little louder than needed.

"That's not fair Harry, I'm not selfish. No I'm not, I...your not listening" I panicked.

"Just stop. I don't want to get angry with you I really don't. You wouldn't want it either, let's end this conversation." He replied.

He rubbed his eyes in frustration.

"Harry I-"

His eyes snapped towards me, and I silenced myself immediately. He got up and left the room shutting the door extremely hard. I got up after him, but when I tried to open the door it wouldn't budge. I pounded on the door demanding to be released. I looked around and felt dizzy, claustrophobic.

"Harry please, you promised! Don't lock me in any more rooms. Pleaseee!" I yelled banging on the door.

h a r r y

The plane had landed seven minutes ago and she was still banging on the door, I pulled at my hair, sitting as she called out for me desperately. I wanted to move, but I was stuck in place. Finally silence filled the space. I got up and entered the room slowly, she was on the floor laying down. Her breathing was ragged, and she looked up at me with an intense gaze, she was angry. I was angry, we both were.

But goddamit I cared for her, a stupid little fucking argument wouldn't change my feelings for her.

I picked her up, I didn't care about our luggage I would get it later. I held Maisy's body to mine and she didn't protest. She was probably tired from all the yelling, kicking, and screaming she had done over the last half an hour. I held underneath her thighs to support her. Maisy wrapped her legs around my waist and slung her arms around my neck. Then I heard the sound of humming.

she was humming some tune, it sounded familiar but I didn't want to speak, I wanted to listen. Listen to the old familiar tune that was occupying her. I looked across the sky that was covered with several shades of orange, fusing together like a painting. Dark silhouettes of palm trees outlining the background and sky scrapers reaching miles high.

"Were in L.A babydoll...the city of angels...but I don't see any but you. You were right, my world is so dark and I'm only bringing you down, you were right angel" I whispered.

Her face turned towards me, and I could feel her breath on my neck, I held her close as her lips softy attached to mine.

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