𝐣𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐥

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Like that, my dream life, or what was left of it, was over. I had lost the one person I thought loved me and my love.

It hurt, but I couldn't do nothing. I just sat there watching them from my seat and watched them hand hold and cuddle like they were some couple. Well they were. And I don't even get to say shit about it.

Last week, my best friend, Ariya, asked out my crush or teammate, Jesse. I didn't see it coming. I thought she knew who I liked since I always look at him me, her and the team hangout but I guess not.

The moment she told me my heart froze, then shattered. Everyone knew that Jesse like her. I just pushed it aside cause I didn't believe Jesse Hall could like someone. I mean, he barley likes Adam, let alone a girl.

But we all know that was bullshit.

I snapped out of my fantasy and focused in class. I'm not letting two people get in the way of my life.

I sat down taking notes when I heard noise in the back of the classroom. I looked up and saw everyone fighting. The noise must have triggered something cause of how loud it was but I just screamed.

That's all. I just screamed. Everyone became quite as they looked at me. At that very moment, all my troubles, anger, and sadness in one came out with the words from my mouth.

"OMG YOU GUYS CAN'T STFU FOR ONE MINUTE!?! OTHER PEOPLE ARE TRYING YOU WORK AND YOU GUYS CAN'T TALK AFTER SCHOOL?! STOP ACTING LIKE A BUNCH OF BABYS AND SIT THE HELL DOWN CAUSE I'M TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT YOU PEOPLE PULL EVER WEEK!" I screamed as they all sat down, still looking at me.

I couldn't do it. I started hyperventilating and fell. I felt people around me but couldn't see them. My eyes were too watery to see.

I pasted out five minutes after, still hyperventilating.

I woke up in a chair. I looked around wondering how I got there when I saw Coach. He explained to me that the duck's hot detention for fighting and I was here for about 20 minutes. "Did anyone check up on me?" I asked curiously even though I knothe answer to that.

"Uhh yeah. Charlie did. He didn't want you to get hurt so he came every 5 minutes." He said with a slight smile on his face.

I didn't feel anything. I just sat there. I thought I would be dead, I really wanted to. It's too hard in life already with my dad ignoring me at home and the team and-

Him.

I didn't wanna go back. Coach saw the look on my face and grabbed my hand and squeezed it before pulling me up to go see the team in the detention room.

He talked to them and what happened that day and stuff but all I could really focus on was Charlie. Why would he help me? Even after the times I ave cancelled our hangouts cause I was too depressed to walk out the door, or the many times I have snapped at him cause I was mad at my shitty dad, he always came back to me.

"Guys, before we leave talk to Y/N. She's going through a lot right now." Coach said before leaving me and the team alone in the room.

Now everyone was looking at me. I knew we didn't have time for the silent treatment so I just spoke.

"I'm not ok." I said, taking a seat in one of the desk one the room.

"Y/N, what's wrong? You've been off lately and we just wanna-" Jesse started before I cut him off.

"You guys don't get it. I can't do it anymore. I- it seems as if I'm the problem cause I lost my best friends, I lost hope, I lost everything in my life so there's nothing more for me." I said in between sobs as everyone just looked at me shocked. Charlie knew immediately what I was talking about.

"Is it about the guy you like?" He asked walking up to me, putting his hand on my shoulder. "Yeah.." I slightly whispered but still loud enough for everyone to hear.

"Who?" Peter questioned making everyone else jump in and ask.

"Well doesn't matter now does it?" I said laughing at myself before turning around to where Jesse, Connie, and Guy were.

"Wanna take a wild guess?" I said before getting up and slamming the door behind me.

Charlie's POV:

Everyone watched as Y/N walked out the classroom, slamming the door behind them.

Everyone looked at Jesse.

"I wanna guess it's me huh?" He said in a questioning tone which made everyone yell out 'DUH'.

"Dude, why do you think she only talks to us when we wanna know what's wrong?" Averman said walking closer to where I was.

"She's hurting not just from us, but at home too. It's too much for a ten year old. We might as well just leave her alone." Jesse said before walking out the door, everyone else following.

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still cringe when i read this🤦🏾‍♀️
- dee's shit🥷🏾🔫

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