"𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐇 𝐃𝐃𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓!" jimmy yelled through the booth, ddot giving him a thumbs up.
he came out and listened to it, trying not to say much about it as his people hyped him up, giving him compliments about the lyrics and beat.
he didn't think it was bad but he thinks he could have done better on it.
he huffed and dapped up his people as they walked out, leaving ddot and the recording by themselves.
he listened to it over and over and over but the more he did, the more he doubted himself about the song.
this part is bad.
why do i sound like that?
nah i gotta change that.
people gonna hate this shit.
tears made their way down his face, him wiping them as fast as they came.
he didn't know what to do.
he didn't normally have these thoughts but as he started blowing up and people were listening to his music, he got a lot of hate, him not normally having that much.
he started doubting himself, not thinking he was good enough.
he never told nobody not wanting to be a burden, going about his day releasing more music trying to ignore the hate.
He suddenly got a long on his phone, looking down seeing it was his best friend, cassy.
They've been friends for some time, he met her at school and became friends form there.
she was always there to support him whenever he had made his music and never discouraged him for it.
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yo, dot you done in the stu?
uh yeah i am
Imma slide thru soon.
uh ok
why you typing like that?
like what?
like you had a bad day.
what happened?
nun, imma slide soon
ok ➥𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧 🤞🏾 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞
ddot sighed, getting up and out of the studio, making his way to cassy's house.
When he made it, the door was already open and he walked into her room seeing she was in his shirt and sweatpants.
"hey dotty." she came up and hugged him with a smile, making ddot smile as well.
"what's good mole rat." she mugged him and sat on her bed criss cross while he laid down by her.
"so what was that about over text?" he frowned his eye brows and looked away.
"nah i was just tired." she raised her eyebrows unconvinced but let it slide, putting on a movie they both liked and rubbed ddot's stomach.
"you know you can tell me anything, right?" he looked up at her and licked his lips out of habit, nodding at her question before looking back at the tv.
she turned her body towards him and placed her hand in his hair.
"ddot, tell me." she begged, watching him huff and sit up pulling his phone out his pocket and playing a voice recording.
"tell em if this good," he put the speaker to her ear, watching her nod and smile along to the lyrics and beat of the song, sometimes putting her comments on it.
"ddot nah that go hard for real." he nodded with a straight face and put it his phone back into his pocket, cassy noticing his mood change.
"hey," she grabbed his face, making him look at her, " it was good, don't doubt yourself."
he nodded and looked back at the tv, trying to avoid the conversation but she wasn't having it.
"ddot im serious, don't let nigga during you down. you a good rapper ok? notti would be proud." he smiled at her statement, hugging her waist making her laugh at how he tickled her a bit.
"Thanks cass, always bringing a nigga up for real." she smiled and hugged him back, finishing their movie for the night.
