Hamesha and Forever - Sidnaaz

Chapter 22

"Hey! Ye Balraaj hai! yaad hai?" Shehnaaz exclaimed as she walked to him.
He looked magnificent - Sidharth. The white sit so well on him, hugging his muscly biceps, loose on the torso. He had clean shaved, She giggled.
"haan! haan yes yes, Hey Balraaj!" Sidharth smiled warmly at him, shaking his hand.
He forced his eyes from her to him as he greeted him.
She looked enigmatic. Blue was HER colour! Especially this kind of blue. She had worn it once in a Weekend Ka Vaar too, he remembered. Her hair was straight, the way he liked and for some reason he felt elated.
"Kese ho Sidharth?" Balraja smiled.
"amazing......" Sidharth nodded his eyes jumping to her on their own.......she looked tired, despite the makeup and her charm, she looked a little tired and lost. He wish he could crush her to himself.
"Tabyat theek hai Teri sweetheart?" he asked her.

Sweetheart. In front of Balraaj!?
She LOVED him being vocal of....his.... affection?
Vo sab ko bolta hai sweetheart! She reminded herself, scoffing.

"N-nhi....mujhe Kya hoya?...... Chalo, ab mein jaa rhi hoon touch up ke Liye" she said, not knowing what else to say....for the first time ever.

"Mein bhi chalta hoon, will see you guys!" Balraja said, excusing himself.
Sidharth followed her, ofcourse.
"Theek hai tu?" he asked, pulling her back from her arm
"han yaar! tujhe kya ho gaya hai? subha bhi yehi pooch raha tha!" she asked
"Distant lag rhi hai....." he replied.
She rolled her eyes at him, comically.

She wasn't exactly distant .....she was a little disturbed inside though.
He pays attention so much attention!

"Achha mein kesi lag rhi hoon?" She asked, giggling.
And she looked so happy. He confused him so much at times with the sudden changes in her moods. But it was all so worth.....
"Bhonk na!" she nudged him, getting into her vanity. He followed.
"Abey bohot beautiful lag rhi hai! Aur Baal toh straight bohot pyare, are ye lipstick Jo aja tu ne lips se bahar nhi nikaali zyada, bohot cute lag rhi hai. Patli bhi lag rhi hai, gown mein toh princess lag rhi hai!" he exclaimed in one go, smiling, shaking his head, eyes looking at her her head to toe again and again as she giggled loudly, her heart almost singing.
"Ahan! Sachi sachi bol raha hai? Han?" she giggled, stepping in front of the mirror.
"jhoot kyon boloon ga? dekh detail mein bataya hai na? details jhoot kese ho sakti hein?" he smiled widely.

He made her so so happy. So loved, she felt so fucking cherished and important Everytime he gave into her whims, Everytime he noticed her details not just appearance vise but small changes in her moods too. Every time he talked to her the nonsensical way she like. And she wished she could have this forever, she couldn't loose him. She just fucking couldn't!

"Tu bhi itna pyara lag raha hai! Sexy ek dum!" She grinned.
He laughed, flustered, "Chal chal, touch up kar na!"
"Touch up nu chadd....Meri....sss fuck....phatt rhi hai andar andar!" she whispered, hands on her ears.
"kyon!" he asked, puzzled, he held her palm in his when she started moving away, tugging her. "Kya hua?"
"itne zyada logon me Liye Nhi meine perform Kiya yaar ab tak....vo bhi ITNEY BAREY platform pe.....Kuch ghalti ho gayi toh?" she wheezed.
"Toh? it's okay. Hota hai. Chill kar, you'll do fab!" he squeezed her arm.
"han? Pakka? Log baatein karein ge...." she tried getting way, knots twisting in her stomach but he just held her hand tighter.
"Toh usse Kuch nhi hota hai. Apna best de and Jo hota hai uss ki tension mat ley sweetheart.....okay?" he asked her, looking at her nervous face intently.
"Okay? Bhonk!" he chuckled
She nodded, pouting.
"but Tujhe pata nhi na yaaar Mera ek Siyappa ho toh koi solution bhi ho! Vo mujh se Kuch poochein ge toh mein pata nhi Kya jawaab doon gi! Mujhe answers hi nhi ho patey Sahi se! bestie karva loon gi mein!" she sat down on the seat infront of the mirror with the thump.

He was.... disconcerted......
"Tu kya paghal ho gai hai? Kya dimagh mein Kya bhoosa bhara hai Tere? Kyon bezti hogi? Tu Jesi hai na logon ko vesi Pasand ati hai, Tere spontaneous honey ki vajah se hi log pasand karte hein tujhe! Kuch bhi bolti hai, Jo Mann mein aye! that's your speciality! Aur agar Kuch ghalti ho jsye toh paap thori lagey ga! Big boss kar ke ayi hai aur iss sab se dar rhi hai bey! gadhi!" he pushed her head
"Aahh kuttey! mere Baal kharaab kardega!" she yelled and then sighed.
"Jo meine bola vo samjha tujhe gadhi? Dimagh mein ghussa Kuch?"
"Hmmm! Samajh gayi mein.." she nodded
"Kya samjhi?"
"Ke....Jesi hoon Sahi hoon ussi tarha log pasand karlenge ...aur...matlab Jo tu ne bola vo sab kuch!" she giggled at the end.
He laughed, shaking his head.
"Item hai tu" he mumbled.

She grinned, getting up from the chair. She needed his arms around her, his scent.....just him.
"Ky-" he started but she stood on her tip toes, reaching her arms around his neck, his hand crawled to her waist but....
The door to the vanity opened and they immediately jerked away.....

Thy had hugged and kissed....on cheeks Only!! And.....necks and chest and hands and shoulders and all that......in front of cameras and in front of all the housemates.....and yet, this felt too intimate for anyone to walk in on and see. He realised what she had meant in the morning when she said it was okay in front of cameras in big boss but different and weird outside.
But they were just friends....ab tak toh.....haina? He asked himself.

"Sidhaaarthh! Oh my Goodness!"
Deepti, his friend from previous sets, entered the vanity.
"Ohoho! Hello hello darling! It's been so long!" He exclaimed, happy to see her after long. She had been a very lovely, and kind friend, throughout his career.
"I know! How have you been!" She said, hugging him from the side.
"It's been great, a good journey! What about you?"
"It's been CRAZY. I don't know. Kaam kaam kaam and, Saal kahan nikal jate hein pata nahi chalta" She said, "Uh Hi Shehnaaz! Tusi kive ho?" She asked, smiling warmly
"oooh! Hello! Tusi Punjabi jandey ho?" She giggled
"uhm zyada nhi. I have Punjabi friends toh thori bohot aati hai!" She said, moving forward to hug her.
"Oh! Meko laga aap punjab se ho!" She hugged her.

She guided her through some things, after which they took a free pictures too.
Shehnaaz itched to hug him throughout, the two seconds when they posed her s picture were a relief as he wrapped his arm around her but it just increased the need so much more. As much as she liked Deepti and her wholesomeness, she wanted a minute with him... alone.

"I'll see you guys around!" Deepti announced, stepping towards the door.
"Definitely!" "Haan!"
"Uhm...ek Baat poocho...if you don't mind?" Deepti said, a little nervous.

"Are pooch na!" Sidharth said
"I mean, I'm not an intruder generally but I just loved you both on the show so....are you guys like...uh seeing each other?" She asked, smiling as she watched their faces turn from shock to blushing to a deep blush.

"We definitely see each other.....but we're not *seeing each other*" Sidharth laughed, hiding his absolute flushed self. He hadn't expected this question. He should have! He should have thought this would be coming.....they might ask such questions on stage....he needed to think.....Of answers...

"Oh uhm okay......I hope you guys didn't mind..."
"No it's okay" Sidharth nodded, smiling warmly

"See you! And you'll both be great!"

"Theek hai?" He asked
"Han han"
"Achha kare gi tu!" He rubbed her arm
"Hug kar phir!" She smirked.

And then, to their utter irritation, someone entered again.
Paras.

"Hey bro! What's up! Kahan ho yaar aaj Kal!"

Yaar Meri baat suno sab aik! This is the first time I'm writing so I'm very unsure about it all the time ke achha hai ya nhi, emotions pohonch rahe Hein ya nhi, if you guys can relate to Sidnaaz the same way or not.....I try my best but I'm nervous about it all the time.
So it'd be amazing if you all could write how you feel. That's doesn't mean u need to praise it..... just review batao. And write what I should change or what should happen and stuff. Help me okay? I really need it 💖
Love you all!