Little Things - A Niall Horan Fan Fiction

Chapter 14

*A/N: This chapter is quite long and a little triggering for some. Hope you guys enjoy and let me know what you think of it!! Ideas to next chapters are always open .x Ruby* 

There Georgia stood, in the bathroom. Watching her own reflection; the black running down her cheeks and her flushed face. She didn't know how to feel, she couldn't feel anymore. She cared for Louis, she loved him, handed him the half of her heart that didn't already belong to Niall, and then he threw it away as if it was nothing. As what they had never meant anything. She wanted the Louis back that picked her off the concrete while Niall had ruined things. 

But she could never get what she wanted. 

She wanted to know why he did it, why he felt the need to make love to someone else. It then clicked. It was the way she looked. Eleanor was obviously so much more gorgeous than Georgia she thought, healthy alive Brown hair, huge blue eyes, that, if Georgia was a boy she'd fall in love with and she was skinny. She looked happy too and not completely fucked up.

Maybe that's why Niall didn't want her either, because of the way she looked and how she was. 

So that's when her heart begun to stop, stop in a sense that she realised she wasn't wanted. Georgia would never get what she wanted, and even if she tried she would fail. She was so frustrated and infuriated of the way she was and who she was. 

She let out a loud scream, and smashed the relfection that stood before her, causing all the glass to shatter, and along with a shred of skin being cut from a shard of glass. Suddenly, she was triggered, what she'd done before and forgot about for so long, came flashing back to her mind. The only result to ease the pain. It was the way the glass sliced so easily into her ivory skin. She knew with one slip up like this, it would easily happen. 

Little did she know, she'd have nothing for it. 

Georgia ran to her cupboard where she kept her secret stash that she thought only Kaylee knew of. But to her surprise, there was no stash to be seen. With panick brewing inside of her, she destroyed her bathroom within five minutes just trying to look for this goddamn stash. 

Falling to the floor in tears. She wondered where it could've been. 

She started thinking back to when she'd last done it, four months ago. And she knew exactly that she'd put it back where it belonged. Kaylee wouldn't have taken it, because she was never allowed in Georgia's room unless Georgia was home and in the room. 

Feeling something sharp on her back leg, she pulled another piece of mirror and saw herself in it. And in that instant moment, she remembered. 

"It's mine!" Liam exclaimed as he snatched it off of Georgia. Nialls eyes were wide open and Georgia was in shock.

"Why do you-" 

He interrupted Georgia once again, "I don't do anything stupid with it, I needed to shave and I only had this shitty razor and I just stuffed it in my pocket because I was running late," Niall knew Liam was crapping on, but it was enough to cover up how scared he was with a laugh, "I'm sorry I worried you babe."

It wasn't Liam's razor, nor Niall's. Quite coincidently, it was Georgia's. He'd taken all of her secret belongings. She wasn't that now Niall knew her darkest secret, she was raging that Niall had taken her most prized posession. The one thing that did make her go that little more insane, but kept her sane at the same time. 

Everyone was out at Niall's, and his dad hadn't left yet. They were on some fucking bonding thing that Niall didn't go along on. He yelled and screamed at his mother and made it quite clear he wouldn't be apart of their family until his father left. Lucky for him, he was leaving tomorrow.