Not Over You ~ Quinton Griggs

CHAPTER 17

A few weeks later
Me: can we talk ki
Kio: hey brie yea what's up
I sat on his bed as he was in his gaming chair
Me: I don't know I just need to talk to someone
Kio: spill
Me: if you do you have to promise me it's a secret
Kio: confidential I'll take it to the grave
Me: promise
Kio: I promise brie now tell me
Me: so I like quinton ya know
Kio: yessss
He said excited
Kio: y'all are getting back together
Me: well no he's dating that Parker girl
Kio: so you could take her any day brie
Me: not to quinton
Kio: yes you are your like way better than her prettier smarter your funny and you can sing and you dance and you have more followers
Me: well yea but I mean I can't change that he likes her and not me so move on
Kio;ok ok
Me; so I might MIGHT like someone else
Kio: who
Me: tell no one
Kio: ok who
Me: nessa
Kio: WHAT!
He screamed like a girl
Me; shut up
Kio: I didn't know you were gay
Me: I'm not
Kio: but you like a guy yes and a girl yea?
Me: I mean yea but I'm not gay Kio I'm straight
Kio: are you just saying that so you believe
I slowly nodded
Kio: hey don't do that you can admit it we're gonna love you the same brie no matter the title you put on it
Me: yea but I wasn't raised like that
Kio; I know you were but those standards were made a hundred years ago times change and you don't have to hide who you like brie
Me: but my parents ki
Kio; how could you say that they wouldn't support you ya know some people would kill for parents like yours so supportive and loving I know they'd support you proudly too they'd be the parents to go to a pride parade with you even though it's against there religion
Me: you really think so
Kio: I know
Me: mk
I laid on my stomach
Me; I just ki I already get enough hate imagine that tripled
Kio: at some point brie you gotta stop caring about some dick on the internet and follow your heart because if you do come out you'll hate that you hid for so long
Me: I'm not hiding nothing Kio I'm straight
Kio; straight as a circle
Ugh
Me: stop
Kio: I'm serious but I'm sorry I'm just trying to help I don't want you to have to hide who you are
Me: then I guess I'm bi the problem is I don't wanna be
Kio: you don't wanna be or you don't want people to know
Me: both I just wanna like guys like Quinton
Kio; mhm
Me: but then I see nessa and I don't know what to do and I don't want it to be like that because I feel bad if josh found out I slept with his ex girlfriend he'd fuck my face up
Kio: you what??
Me: ohhh fuck why why did I say that out loud
Kio: you slept with nessa
Me: ok Kio please you can't tell anyone and definitely not josh
Kio: he's gonna fucking kill you
Me: I know don't tell him
Kio: I have to or he'll kill me
Me: kioooo
Kio; sorry dude josh!
Me: Kio you promised
Josh from the e other room; what!
Kio: fine but I never heard that. Nothing I thought you took my underwear again!
Me: thank you
Kio: did y'all actually tho
Me: yea don't talk about it
Kio: what happened tho
Me: like she was crying about her and josh breaking up and I was being a good friend and helping and stuff and she like kissed me and you know
Kio: oh, ohhhh oh god ew ew ew what the fuck
Me: what
Kio: y'all like
He did his fingers together ✌️✌️✂️
Me: ew what
Kio: y'all ew yuck what I just imagined that
Me: you have to make it weird don't you
Kio: didn't mean to now I can't unsee it brie fix it
Me; stoop thinking about it
Kio: ok ok I'm good
Me: can we move on
Kio: yea
Me: so next thing,
Kio; but did you enjoy it
Me: what? Did I enjoy it
Me: do you think I'd like girls if i didn't enjoy it
Kio: oh right Ok continue
Me: so anyways I'm gonna drop the song maybe
Kio; why maybe why not yes
Me: because it's like about a guy that lives here that I dated thats 16 black hair but had silver and blonde taller than me friends with my brother
Kio: mm you wrote a song about your ex
Me: nah dip
He laughed
Kio: so why can't you release it
Me: I don't want him to know it's about him
Kio; he'd only know if you tell him
Me: he already knows
Kio: how
Me: I'm sure he does
Kio: pft im sure he doesn't he's literally dumb as fuck he can't take a hint he's slow asfuck
Me: I know but he'll figure it out
Kio: by the time that kid figures anything out y'all will be married with 12 kids
Me: the fuck do I look like someone that a would have 12 kids b raise them right and c carry 12 kids for nine months
Kio: no no and no but q has bad baby fever
Me: good thing he has Cynthia for that then I'm not having kids
Kio: no why not
Me: Kio are you serious look at me
Kio: ya look fine
Me: I'd never be able to have kids
Kio: why not
Me: do you see how I'm built like a little 12 year old boy
Kio: your not even fully developed yet so
Me: yes I am
Kio: ok
Kio: so you don't even want kids
Me: maybe I don't know in like 30 years
Kio: you'll be Fukin 30
Me: yea
Me: whatever I don't even care about that shit I just want like I don't know
Kio; quinton
Me: yes exactly perfect choice
He laughed
Kio: see you do like him
Me; I never said I didn't in fact I said I do like him
Kio: but you said you like Nessa
Me: yea nessas hot but I like quinton I would never date nessa she's my best friend strictly
Kio; that you fuck
Me: no do t bring it up
Kio; sorry sorry
I got a call
Jaden: hey where are you
Me: hanging with the Korean dude in our house
Jaden: whose rhat
Kio: it's josh
Jaden: oh ok why you with josh
Me: Kio you idiot josh is Canadian Kio is Korean
Jaden: oohhh I knew that yea ok nevermind I y'all wanna go eat
Kio: hell yea
He got up
Me: I guess if kios going
Jaden: ok get ready bye
Me: bye love you
Jaden: love you too
I hung up
Me: bye Kiana love you
Kio: yea love you too
Me: thanks for talking with me
Kio; yep
I got up and went to my room I got dressed and put this on