Not Over You ~ Quinton Griggs

CHAPTER 25

It's been probably 4 5 days we've had sex again
And it was AMAZING
BETTER  then the wattpad books
Anyways I got up and I need to talk to quinton
I have to tell him things before we get too far
I went to his room after I brushed my teeth
I went and sat in his hips
He was still asleep
I just really am in such a better mood after sex
Me: good morning
Quinton: why are you always up so early
Me: so I can watch you sleep
Quinton: mmm what do you want
Me: we need to talk
Quinton: about
Me: q I have bpd
Quinton: what the fuck is that blood pressure disease
Me: I'm sure something stands for that but no
Quinton: then what is it
Me: borderline personality disorder bpd
Quinton: babe I don't know what that means
He rubbed his closed eyes
Me: it's a personality disorder
Quinton; so are you gonna like die soon or something
Me: no but it makes my moods and emotions unstable and it makes me impulsive
Quinton: so a 24/7 period
Me: no it's more then that
Quinton: tell me what it is
Me: it like makes it hard to keep a good relationship and makes me scared of being left and shit
Quinton: so this bpd shit is why one minute you hate me then you love me
Me: yeah kinda that's it sorta but it's a lot more
Quinton: that sounds fixable
Me: I guess it is for someone but not for me
Quinton: why not for you because your brie so they decided to fuck you over
Me: I don't know quinton
Me: but it came make me depressed or extremely happy or suicidal I mean if you think about all I've done it makes since that I have this
Quinton: so this made you kill yourself
Me: uh yeah kinda
Me: or it makes me antisocial or irritable or angry or it gives me high anxiety or even narcissistic
Quinton: what's that mean again
Me: like you know how sometimes you come to my room and I say mean shit that's it I don't care about your feelings in the moment like when we were in the studio the other day and I told jae his music was trash
Quinton: yeah
Me: I didn't care about his feelings in the moment and I just said it narcissists only care about themselves and disregard peoples feelings
Quinton: ooh I'm dating a narcissist
He pulled his hand up my back
Me: seriously
Quinton: I guess I'll have to find some way to put up with it but I'm the meantime you could kiss me
Me: I have more to say
Quinton: nk what's up babe
Me: I'm uh gay
Quinton: is that suppose to be a shock I know baby but your bisexual gay not lesbo gay
Me: well yeah I'm dating your clown ass
Quinton: then I don't care
Me: your cool that I am
Quinton: ain't I the one that said your bi how would I not be okay with it as long as you don't go fucking a girl or a guy
Me: that'd be cheating so no
Quinton: like you wouldn't do it
Quinton: but Brie I have a secret I have to tell you too
Me: what
Quinton; come close
I leaned closer
Quinton: closer
Me: if I get closer I'm gonna be you
He whispered in my ear
Quinton: I love a 4'11 bi girl with blood pressure disease and she sorta looks like you babe

I smiled
Me: I    Love you too
Quinton: no you love me now you won't love me later
Me: yes I will I just won't show it
Quinton: that's fine with me
He kissed me
Quinton: wanna watch YouTube
Me: fuck yeah
I laid my head on his chest
Me: put on David dobrick
He put it on
Quinton: which video
Me: what's the one from today
Quinton: there's not one for  today babe
Me: there should be he posts on today
Quinton: well he didn't
Me: that bitch whatever put your YouTube videos
Quinton: hell no
Me: please yes
Quinton: fine one
Me: I think you only have one bae
Quinton: don't call me anything but that
Me: but what
Quinton: bae that sounds cute out of your mouth
Me: what if I call you shit head
Quinton: narcissist
Me: bae
Quinton: your gonna make me hard
Me: that's all your good for
Quinton: I'm kinda hungry you?
Me: let's go get food
Quinton: canes
Me: in n out
Quinton: bet go get dressed
Me: I am dressed
Quinton: no
Me: yes
Me: fine I'll go change but only because your dick is small
Quinton: awe thanks babe
He kissed me
Me: kiss me again
Quinton: no you kiss me go
I kissed him
I went to my room and changed into this