Not Over You ~ Quinton Griggs

CHAPTER 16

I woke up a few days later with scream texts from nessa

I ran to shower and put this on

I put my hair up and ran out my Uber was here
Jaden: where are you going
Me: nessas don't bother me
I got in my Uber and went to her apartment
I went inside and went to hug her as she cried in her bed
Me: baby girl
I rubbed her arms and held her
Nessa: I loved him so much brie
Me: I know you did baby it's ok sometimes it doesn't work out you'll be ok there's a guy out there that would give you the world and once you find him you'll never shed another tear
#jadenhosslerlooool
Nessa: yea?
Me: mhm god made someone for you someone who will understand you who likes your humor and can joke with you you can call your best friend and he hey or she your open to both baby you got double options will make you feel like your the most special person on this earth
Nessa; brie
Me: mhm
Nessa: thank you best friend I love you
She turned to me looking me in the eyes looking for something almost
She grabbed my hand
Next thing I know she had kissed me no regret at all
I was scared deathly scared
Our friendship
I'm straight
We already did this and fixed it what
Me: Nessa
Nessa: brie
She exclaimed
Me: ness I'm straight
Nessa; are you sure
Me; yea
No I'm not I like her so much god she's gorgeous
Nessa: don't lie to yourself brie it's ok
Me: I don't know ok I'm gonna go
Nessa: brie wait
I got up
Nessa: brielyn come back please
She grabbed my hand
Nessa: it's ok if you have feelings for a girl it's ok if that's me because I know I do brie I like you more then friends
Me: ness please we're best friends
Nessa: brie I know what we are best friends for almost 3 years I know you like me brie and it's ok you don't have to deny it
Me: yes I understand that's you and your family accepts it and I accept you and all my my parents don't
Nessa; sometimes you have to follow your heart brie your parents don't control who you like
Fuck why am I like this
Me: nessa we can't ruin our friendship
Nessa: we're not
She kissed me
( authors note: hey so before I do this Im just gonna say I don't know how to write this AT ALL I have no experience in that I'm also not LGBTQ+ so that's another thing but I support it  so I'm sorry if this sounds stupid, wrong, or just like it was wrote by a 40 year old man that watches lesbian porn ok I'm super sorry idk and if it's offensive or something I'm sorry I didn't  mean to do that so sorry I'm advance and I feel wrong writing this so wtv )
At this point I caved
I kissed her back and she smiled ofcourse
She grabbed my shirt and took it off
I literally don't know what's happening
She took my pants off too so my bra and underwear left only
I didn't know what to do we just made out so I did why she did
I took her shirt off and pants and she kissed on my neck
She easily found my sweet spot I resisted moaning  til I let out a small one
She took my underwear off and I trembled in my skin
Of course I'm scared I'm nervous this like makes me lesbian right but I'm not lesbian I like dick so much more than pussy could ever
She touched me down there
Wait what the hell why does it feel good
She rubbed my clit and it was like she knew exactly what to do what what what nessa
Her fingers when INSIDE ME
What this is my best friend and she's fucking me what the actual fuck brie your a big ass whore
Omf I just what I just came no no no no no
What do I do
Wait quinton!
Eat her out
I took her underwear off what I'm shaking in my skin calm down brie just do what quinton does copy him
I pushed her in the bed and ate her out I did pretty damn good if I do say so myself q would be proud
Oh wait quinton
We're like 🤞 hooking up hashtag sneaky link ?
She climbed over me and pushed me down on the bed and pushed my legs what is going on
We both have our bras on
Her pussy on mine and she grounded back and forth
What the fuck is this and why does it feel amazing
She grinded  her pussy on me
I felt dirty very dirty all those years of church
Being taught how wrong this is how I'll go to hell after this hurt me I'm going to hell?
Because I simply have feelings for my best friend
But I feel terrible because I don't like her like that you know I think I do have feelings for her but I'd never date her you get it I'd only date a guy I think but maybe a pic of a beautiful girl in a thong turns me on
Or nessa makes me a little wet but not as much as quinton would or Sam even or fucking Harry styles would make me cum in my pants
Ok so I don't know my sexuality but I guess I am glad I got to explore a little
We both came and she laid down
I turned with my back to her
Thinking
Me: nessa
Nessa: yea
Me: this won't change anything will it
Nessa: our friendship
Me: mhm can I talk to you
Nessa; always
Me: I don't know what I am
Nessa: a little confused
Me: well yea but I just I was raised to think that was wrong and this is wrong and me even thinking your hot is wrong but I don't know and I'm not lesbian I like quinton too much I like dick we all know that but I just I don't know and it's making me mad because I feel like a different person
Nessa: your not a different person brie and it's not wrong at all
Me: well I know that but that's what I was taught
Nessa: things change
Me: I don't know Nessa I can't like you like that we can't like eachother like that you know we're best friends and I like us being best friends I don't want to make our group awkward we need to stay friends Nessa
Nessa: look brie it's cool we're just friends and our friendship is perfect
Me: ok I think I should go home
Nessa: don't go if somethings wrong talk about it brie you can tell me anything
Me: I know and I love you Nessa as my best friend only but I need to talk to Jaden and I need to figure things out
Nessa: oh ok
Me: bye Nessa
Nessa: bye brie
I put my clothes in and left
I ordered a Uber and texted quinton