Not Over You ~ Quinton Griggs

CHAPTER 31

Bries pov~~
I'm leaving now
This place sucks I fucking hate it
Atleast I made a friend
Anyways they gave me my clothes back
I'm ready to go
I'm so pissed at Jaden
Finally it's ten am let me go
They gave my phone back and I had a million texts
Ava: bye
Me; bye I hope you get out soon
Ava: four months
Me: yeah
I went waiting for them to get me
Here comes Jaden his stupid ass whore self I hope he dies
And ness Avani and charli were behind him
I ran and hugged all three of them like my life depended on it
Me: I missed you guys so much
Charli: babe are you okay
Me: mhm
I pulled out of the hug and saw quinton just standing there
I'm not gonna do anything because it's in the public but I feel awful for hurting him
I looked at him and we held eye contact for a second
Jaden: okay let's go
We went to the car
And I was pissed
Me; I can't believe you put me there don't do that shit I again I'm gonna fucking kill you
Jaden: calm down I only did what I thought would help if it helped or didn't help that's whatever
Me: I'm not mental Jaden I don't need that you need to stay out of my life and go fuck Mads
Avani and nessa looked at eachother
I wonder why these idiots
I need to apologize to q
Look at him
He's pitiful
I feel awful
Jaden: why is that always what you say I understand you hate her but do you say that to josh or Anthony about them
Me: no because they don't try to ruin my life
Jaden: okay well I'm not trying to ruin your life I'm tryinn to help
Me: how many times do I have to say I don't want your help and I do not need it
Jaden: brie you don't see that you do your just a kid
Me; I'm not a little baby
Jaden: but your a kid you don't know everything and you can't survive on your own you need somebody so it's me or move back with mom
Me: I don't wanna talk about it anymore

I laid my head on the window
Quinton looked back at me

We got to sway and he went inside
Nessa and then followed me in
Nessa: so brie we were all thinking about doing something like maybe dinner tonight
I watched as quinton walked upstairs
Me: what
I turned to them as I didn't pay attention before
Charli: girl do you wanna have dinner or something tonight
Me: oh tonight I don't know why not tomorrow and we can get breakfast
Nessa: oh yeah sounds good
Charli: mkay what time
Avani: 930
Me; okay I'll be there
Charli: I hop?
Me; yeah bye guys
I ran upstairs and went to Quinton's door
I sighed before knocking
Quinton: what
Me: can I come in please
I said small as ever
It took a second well like two minutes
Quinton: uh yeah
I slowly pushed open the door
And shut it

Me: hi
Quinton; mhm
He's playing fortnite or whatever
Me: can we talk
Quinton: mhm what
Me; please q can we really talk
Quinton: yeah what is it
Me: quinton I'm really sorry
Quinton: your good
I sat on his bed behind him
Me: no I'm not I feel terrible q I hurt you and I'm so so sorry
Quinton; you didn't hurt me you got me omg who cares
Me: Quinton
Quinton: what I'm over it
Me: quinton please
I pulled his chair back
Quinton: stoooppl your killing me stop
Me: quinton please we need to talk
Quinton ; no it's chill
Me: Quinton! Turn it off
He turned it off and spun his chair to me
Quinton: what!
He said aggressively
Which almost made me cry
My eyes turned glossy
Me: I'm sorry
I choked
Quinton; I don't really care brie
Me: you do care a im sorry I can't help it
Quinton; you can help it we agreed you'd come to me when you feel like that but no
Me: I just don't like people seek me cry I would've came to you but it's scary to feel like that quin and
Quinton: but it's okay for Nessa to see you cry because it's Nessa or what
Me: no she just understands q it's not about anything but that if you understood I'd come to you
Quinton; okay well how am I supposed to understand if you won't let me.
Me: quinton it's hard to think about that when I feel like that I don't plan it it just happens and it's scary and I scare myself and I don't wanna scare you
Quinton; that's like what a double standard because what I see is it's yes to Nessa but no to me
Me; I'm sorry I hurt you
Quinton: you kicked me omg I'm more concerned about you
Me: I'm concerned about you I know I hurt you and feel terrible because I don't wanna hurt you I just was trying to hurt you before you could hurt me
Quinton: I'm not gonna hurt you
Me: I know I'm just self destructive
Quinton; you gotta help me help you
Me; I'm sorry
Quinton ; brie i want you to come to me
Me; I will next time
Quinton ; your not gonna kick me out
Me; mnm
Quinton: yeah you'll say that now but you won't
Me: I'm sorry I should've but in my defense I didn't think oh go to quinton I just broke down
Quinton; i guess it's not realistic but I care that your okay and it really pissed me off when you did that so
Me: I won't ever do it again babe
Quinton; I know you hate shit like this but I love you brie
Me: I love you too quin
I sat in his lap and he pulled my head on his chest
Quinton: and I'm tired of being a secret
Me: me too but we can't do much
Quinton: yeah
Me: I'm sorry it really sucks that we have to hide and it's my brothers fault and really someone just needs to punch him and knock him out
He laughed
Quinton: you oughta kick him
Me: did it hurt that bad
Quinton; kinda not to bad
I pulled his shirt up and it was beginning to bruise
Me: awe babe it's bruising
I kissed it
Me: I'm so sorry
I scratched his face
I kissed his cheek
Me: I'm sorry
Quinton; it's okay baby
He kissed me
And we played fortnite
He did I watched
Me: can we cuddle
Quinton: mhm
We laid down and I fell asleep