Sirius ran away from Remus his eyes stinging, was he jealous?
That's stupid, it's not like I want Moony to kiss me ... holy s*** I do want Remus to kiss me!
Told you so
Not now stupid brain
Sirius felt sick, surely he didn't like Remus, he liked girls didn't he?
No, he had never once liked a girl.
Sirius paced a hallway, thinking, I need somewhere to write, without James prying.
Suddenly a door appeared out of thin air. Sirius opened it and saw a desk, chair, some parchment, envelopes and a lounge.
He sat at the desk and began to write,
Dear Remus,
I'll never send you this letter, but I have to make a confession.
I think I love you.
You're my best friend and I always loved you, but I thought it was different.
I love you not like a friend or even a brother. I love you like I'm in love with you. Because I am. But you'll never like me back, and if you ever found out it'd ruin our whole friendship.
So Moony, if you figure this out I apologise in advance.
Love,
Sirius Orion Black.
It was nearly 4 in the morning when Sirius stopped writing. He walked quietly up to the dormitory and crawled into bed, still in his school robes.
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TW
*nightmare*
"So Sirius, you're gay and a Griffindor who hangs out with blood traitors and half breeds? " said Walburga Black, "you shall be punished, CRUCIO".
TW ENDS
Sirius woke up to Remus Lupin stroking his hair.
"It's ok Sirius, it's just a nightmare" whispered Remus.
"Thanks Rem, you're the best" smiled Sirius.
"Sirius why are you still wearing you're school robes?" Asked Remus, with an eyebrow raised.
"Umm... I was writing for ages last night" said Sirius.
"That doesn't sound like you Siri, I'm the one who does that, are you ok?" Asked Remus sounding concerned.
"Fine, fine, all good" said Sirius and then he mumbled "just an identity crisis, that's all " he hoped Remus wouldn't hear that, but Remus' next words proved that he did.
"Sirius what happened, you're sure you're OK, you can tell me anything you know" said Remus.
"Not yet Rem I'm not ready".
"Ok" said Remus.
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"Sirius Orion Black, you need advice to get some guy to like you" said James
"Yes I d... wait did you say guy" asked Sirius
"Am I wrong" asked James
Sirius looked at his feet.
"Thought so, is it Moony"
Sirius keep his eyes on his shoes
"I'm always right even when I'm wrong" mused James.
"Well if you want Moony to like you work harder on the Anigmagi thing, give him heaps of chocolate, compliment him, take up his interests and, most importantly..." said James
"What's so important" asked Sirius his eyes lit up.
"Be Sirius Black" said James smugly.
"James he doesn't fancy me" said Sirius.
"Bulls***, I'm surprised that you can't tell" said James.
"I'm surprised that you can't tell Evans hates you"
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RomanceNew description! Sirius Black and Remus Lupin. Best friends. Until they each realised that they were in love. With each other. A/N I don't own any of these characters J.K Rowling does. Nor do I own any of the fanart sooo, this is my first fanfic it'...
