I Accidentally Cared[stopped]

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My heart is really damaged emotionally and physically... I feel broke in two never coming but into one. I feel so dead without him with no other thought about anyone else apart from him.

I don't think I can achieve my best any more. I need that one that one spotlight to show me the way... But I cannot see it.
As a matter of fact I'm just going to run away, I'm going to die anyway. I don't know why I say I'm broken into two when I only have one heart... I'm one not two...
Jeez I just wish I never existed so I wouldn't feel the pain of getting dragged down like this by someone you love without them even doing anything..

2 hours later

What's the point of me even having a heart if I'm not going to use it properly, oh wait that's why I have cancer.
WHAT AM I EVEN SAYING!??
SIGH, I don't even know anymore... I want to, I just want him. Something that I cannot get.
Its too strong its causing me pain... Oh wait, its obvious that its causing me pain.
I can't even go to school like a normal person.. Like wtf.

What have I done to anyone to deserve this negativity from life itself. Why can't I just be loved by life.. Oh wait the only people that love me are my parents because they made me... Even my brothers hate me.

5:22 PM

I can't.
*opens the door and runs away*
"I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE! FUCK LIFE!"
I just keep running further and further into the street until I see the park and I start running even faster!!
I can't deal with this anymore!

-Leo-

I'm just walking down the road hearing screaming that are getting really loud and its a voice pretty familiar to me..
My mood darkens as I began to look towards the way the voice came from...
Its April, she's running in her pyjamas running towards the woods of the park, until she bumps into me because of how focused she was on running and just crying. And she falls right into my hands.

"April."

-April-

I'm astonished! I don't know what to say or do..
"April can you hear me...?"
I fell into his arms, I'm under his light!"

-Leo-

I try to make contact, I'm trying to communicate.. But before you know it she faints.
I call 911 straight after knowing I'll have to sit and wait to see how she's doing because after all... What I did clearly did not make her happy... Sadly it made me happier. I feel caged around her. And now I could actually go to school... Everything has just been way more calm than usual...
I just wish she would support me on my decisions it'd make me feel way better and more than relieved because then I'd know she's there for me..
I guess now I know though, I know the feeling of breaking someone's soul.