I Accidentally Cared[stopped]

Ill - October 31 2013

-April-

I've been having a lot of pains coming from the locations of my heart. I don't know what to do because if it is my heart it could remind my parents of me a few years ago. I don't want to show my mom and dad the pain I'm in because they are going through rough times right now and I cannot tell Leo, but he already knows about it.

I may as well tell him he can possibly help me.

12:00 PM

I texted Leo saying that I'm in need of his help and I really need him to help me because my parents can't. Although they are my parents and they probably can I would rather not tell them. I told him to meet me in 10 minutes under the bridge at the park where we went for a walk for the first time.

12:13 PM

"Hey sorry I'm late."

"Its alright, but whats the matter with you?"

"Remember what I told you about outside, how I was born with a heart condition?"

"Well I, I."

I started feeling dizzy and I had a lot of pain in my heart area. I was standing frozen not knowing what to do... It was Halloween and I got into this condition on this day... I don't know what I'm going to do with this.

"Help me."

-Leo-

She fell on the ground and I panicked I didn't know what to do... I realized that me screaming her name 20 times isn't going to help and in the mean time I was thinking about what to do or what to say.

I picked her up knowing that I might pull a muscle or stunt my growth but I knew that there was a hospital near by.

12:54 PM

Everyone is staring at me and no one asked if I needed help... What kind of cold hearted people are these...  I figured no one on this planet cares a while ago but this much?

1:01 PM

I entered into the hospital and called for immediate help. Nurses came and exported her to a room. I also noticed that she was also always carrying like a little bag, like me. And she pulled out a book a few times but there is no way that she is doing the exact same thing I am.. I always thought that journals and diaries were for crazy people... Yeah, no way.

3:56 PM

-April-

Last thing I remember is me collapsing to the ground and hearing my name over and over again. And now I see myself in hospital clothes laying on a bed. I really hope Leo is okay though...

My heart stings again I don't know what to do.

There is a nurse beside me I wonder if she knows what to do.

"Madam lay back down and get some rest please. We will be performing some tests due to your heart conditions."

I went back into the covers and onto the pillow. I was really confused not knowing what happened but then I remembered, Leo.

I don't know why Leo is always carrying a book with him or what. It seems like a plane book that you could just write in, because there is no cover, no back its just like and old book with papers.

*door opens*

And the nurse leaves.

I see Leo! I'm so happy! I can just see that green eyes cutie from no where! I am actually so happy to see my guardian angel!!!

"Hey" he said with a really calm voice and a big smile

"I see that you are okay and are better already, I missed you!"

I tend to sit up but he stops me.

"Don't you are in a really bad condition April, try not to move to much." He says sadly

I'm confused I don't know what's happening.. Am I dying!? This never happened before!!

"You're ill April you are really ill or should I say your heart is. Sadly the doctors have examined and you have symptoms of a cardiac tumor in your heart." He mumbles a lot and breaks into tears.

I start crying and panicking!

"No Leo, this cannot be true!" I cry and panic

"I'm sorry my love but I'll do anything to save you and help you out." he says with a ton lf tears.

"Everything is going to be fine April. They still need to make sure you aren't in the critical condition of the tumor creating cancer because it's really rare for that to happen, you are going to live!"