I Accidentally Cared[stopped]

November 2 2014

-Leo-

This is her last day here and her parents came to pick her up. I came here everyday to see her in that bed fighting her pain and the sad emotions that became her everyday gain. I really wanted to help her get rid of them but I'll just generate more knowing that the doctors want me to tell her something they think they can't... And the worst part is that I'm actually someone important in her life now and they want me to say it.

I had to go up to her mom and dad telling them what is going to happen in a few years, and they couldn't stay happy for long at all...

I knew I had to tell her and I knew I had to do something about this path block. I really wish I could do something but every other option costs way too to much money and none of us can offord it... Not me, not her parents... 

Its just sad knowing that I'm going to lose her in a few years. Yeah, you heard me. She's going to die. THE WAY I WROTE THAT WAS SO HEARTLESS OH MY GOD!!! what am I thinking, I just have to tell her... Everything is going to be fine and she is going to live happily ever after.

1:29 PM

It's almost time for her to leave... I still have to talk to her and she's right infront of me.

-April-

I'm looking straight at what has saved me and I don't know how to thank him. I just know that he's my angel.

I don't know why but it seems like someone went through my diary.. When I wanted to take it out my bag, it was open and it looked like my diary was a bit open too... But I don't think he would do that, but for some reason he looks terrible too and I don't know what to do.

He's coming closer to me looking happy then sad and then happy again. But, it looks like he's more sad than happy...

"Hey, what happened??"

"Hey, I have something really important and sad to tell you..."

"What?"

I was scared at this point. Because he never seemed this sad ever in his life.

"I don't know why the doctors tole me to tell you about this but I think that you should know the results..."

"Whaa... What!?"

I was scared I felt like I was slowly dying. I felt like I'm about to crash down on the floor and just cry. I felt like I already knew what he was going to say. But, there is no way that can happen... I am happy for once and then this happens...

"Leo, I think I know what it is.... Sigh."

Yeah, I write out my emotions... But I actually sighed...

"April, the thing is that... You have a..."

 -Leo- 

I'm so scared I am shivering... I have to do it.

"You have a really bad stage of the Cardiac Tumor... And the doctors said you have around 2 years until the cancer spreads a lot. Replacement could be done but no one have money and the age... Just our rage ruins everything."

"Yeah, I'm sorry... You are in the worst stage. The stage that is really rare... Most of the time Cardiac Tumors aren't cancerous... But you have the malignant tumor. This is the tumor that is affecting you."

She broke into tears while I was emotionless and I couldn't think right. I don't even know what to do at this point I sounded like the biggest dick head on the planet when I said that because it sounded like I didn't even care.