I Accidentally Cared[stopped]

Pointless Weekend - September 18-19 2014

1:25 AM

I really can't fall asleep thinking of all these negatives, I actually feel like I'm losing hope and I won't be able to restore any of the happy memories of my life unless I get help.

1:02 PM

Damn, I slept for a long ass time, I feel like the stress is getting to me and I'm just letting it through, but without any help and motivation I won't be able to pull through.

2:21 PM

In the mean time I have to focus on school and keep my grades up because that could change my whole entire life but, in the mean time I could also care less about what happened in the past.

5:20 PM

A perfect afternoon to go outside and play some soccer. After all those summer days that I have been spending my time on the computer and just wasting my damn time doing nothing productive... And now I'm wondering why I am doing so bad in school.

7:32 PM

I still didn't do my homework and I'm not going to... These habits are also ruining my life. But for some reason I'm still thinking about that one girl in school because her brother seems really chill and cool to be honest, I want to meet him.

11:11 PM

Time to make a wish, but the only thing I have ever wished for is a peaceful life and success in my future times.

8:19 AM

I woke up so early! I wish I could go back to sleep but it isn't as easy as it seems. Guess its another boring day full of nothing.

10:09 AM

My friends called me over to play some soccer. And I was really not in the mood for soccer, but it'd be better than sitting at home and doing nothing but playing games...

2:36 PM

My mom just randomly started screaming at me when I got home and it was really violant to be honest...

Mom -  you get your ass over here, why the hell is your teacher calling me at work and why do I keep getting complaints about you from the office and other people too...

Me - I do not know mom! Why do you always just start raging at me out of no where and start doing this to me instead of having a nice calm conversation.

After that my mom just locked her door and didn't talk to me for the rest of the day.

9:11 PM

I've been sitting over twitter and all I see is people talking about Ebola and giving people death threats... Man, why is life so miserable, or is it? Maybe I've just never seen the purpose of life yet. Maybe I am just trapped inside my world and I'm thinking that everything in life is terrible for no reason. Maybe I need to stop skipping school and actually getting to know more people. Other than that, I have school tomorrow so I am going to sleep.