I Accidentally Cared[stopped]

School SUCKS!!! - September 17 2014

8:05 AM

When ever it comes across to waking up early to a test, I could really care less... I really hate this.

9:30 AM

I have this girl in my class and she is probably the biggest drama queen ever. All this girl does is scream over and over again and then go to this other girl named Angela and just talk about guys the whole time!

10:29 AM

I don't even know why I took academic French! This shit is unbelievable I can't freaking stand it.

11:00 AM

Knowing that I don't need it next year and I took a high level French class and it's just really freaking stressing. Especially when I'm not allowed to change because way to many people are in the lower levels.

11:33 AM

Damn, I love lunch man. Everything is right beside the school and my friend Jacob and I are just going outside for lunch and buying food and stuff like everyday! This school can be terrible but really good at the same time.

12:35 AM

Well, lunch just ended and Jacob, Alan, Mohammad and I just finished playing cards, I actually really hope class is going to be better, because I have this annoying teacher that has no emotion was so ever and she's really strict.

1:53 AM

My friend Derek keeps talking about this girl he likes, and about like every other cute girl in our grade and he keeps asking me for my opinions. I guess I should just go with the flow and try to seem cool. But at the same time all he talks about is butts, yeah you heard me butts.

3:03 PM

I ended up sitting across the room from that girl which made me really happy, because I really don't want to catch feelings especially because of memories of how I got played. I'd rather just give people advice and get them together rather than getting with someone.

4:38 PM

Don't call me gay or what ever, because I am not. I am just really self aware of myself and to be honest that girl isn't even  that attractive like seriously, sure I didn't make eye contact with her or actually looked properly. But I can tell you this, I can spot assholes from miles away.

6:02 PM

I really don't like talking a lot about others or blaming others for what I am, but many years ago I've had problems and they've affected me up to date and even gave me suicidal feelings. I still do have them but I guess I should just stay in my mess.

7:49 PM

Sometimes I wonder how the hell are people so happy and so perfect around me, and than there is me. Some green eyed pale but really athletic Jewish kid that some people used to make fun of...

8:01 AM

I love them good old days when I used to be known to everyone in my town. Because the town was so small even if I was only 10 years old people knew me. And I loved the feeling of being known, but now I'm no one and all I have is depression and stress in me... And I really want to kill myself sometimes.

9:56 PM

Video games, yay so fun... Just kidding, life is terrible all I do is play games and my friends are all lazy asses that won't do

anything at any point of their life.

11:32 PM

I really thought that I'd be doing drugs this year and getting into all these show off groups but honestly I can't be arsed my life is ruined as it is.