I Accidentally Cared[stopped]

The Real Teenage Dream Comes True - October 28 2014

5:35 PM

I'm nervous for tonight, I feel like I'm going to screw my self over and fall into pain instead of you catching my feelings.

6:30 PM

In 30 minutes we're going for a walk and as nervous as I am I can't let it get into my head. If I want her to notice me and both or us to success in love I'll have to prepare to catch her and watch for the feelings. Our friendship was like a relationship and I'm ready to let go. Because if that's our friendship with all those feelings then love shall come true. We shall meet each others emotions and throw out what happened in the past because now that I feel like we're together no one could let us apart.

7:00 PM

I see her outside with a beautiful leather jacket walking towards me and smiling. This is when I smiled and I saw happiness inside me.

-April-

Finally I get to see him alone with me I don't know why but my feelings are already building up for him. I feel like although we're bestfriends its going to hurt me more with him holding on to the feelings for longer. He made it clear that he wants to be with me and I couldn't tell if he believed my lies before. I tried to extend his feelings towards me but his heart and soul are crossing mine.

"Hey, what's up?"He said.

"Not much you" I said in a really shy way.

When I looked into him he just seemed so happy and it made me happy too!

-Leo-

 I've kept myself inside the darkness this whole time. This young 14 year old teenager boy with hormones poping from his chest. She's so happy her cheeks are red and her green eyes shine so bright, her long blonde hair twirls with the direction of the wind and her smile is one of the most detailed and amazing smile ever.

"Hey, Leo what's up you seem so life less."

"Oh, sorry I don't know what was over me."

I'm being dragged around with my emotions, so quiet and emotionless because for some reason my past relations keep hitting me on the back and putting depression and sadness through my head.

"Leo are you sure you are alright?"

"Yes I am, don't worry about me I'm happy as long as you are."

"Good Leo, I love how fast this all happened and how much we've grown together in the past few weeks."

"Its actually unbelievable." And then I sighed.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing I told you, I'm just a really shy person that's all."

"Hey, wake up. You shouldn't be shy because there is nothing to be shy about. We are best friends and I want you to be comfortable."

At this point I was speechless because I saw her feelings incoming and I was scared.

I remembered how I insulted her smile, it took courage and ignorance to talk her down in my mind without even seeing her real smile. I'm always going to regret this. But other than that I'm going to make this a great night because we didn't go out for no reason.

"I'm all good don't worry." I said with a smile.

"I can see that."

8:30 PM

We walked around and I showed her where my terrible old school was, we sat on a bench and started talking. We talked almost the whole night and she opened so much emotion.

We started into the full moon like ware wolfs and it just showed me how alike we truly both are.

She also explained to me what happened to her or what she is struggling with and I really wanted to help so I just kept myself as backup and told her that although she has a problem within her heart doesn't mean she's weak or a less type of human.

She smiled at me and she showed me a lot of emotion while there were tears coming down her face. I straightend up and tried to brighten up her mood.

She was supposed to leave 30 minutes ago but she decided to stay here with me... I really wonder what she is thinking.

-April-

I'm speechless I fell in love with him already and I don't know what to do.

It has been so short since we have met but maybe it was meant for a step forward? Maybe we are meant to be?

"Hey, I think you should go home and rest up a bit." Leo says and laughs at the end.

"Yeah I guess its been a long and intense night but to be honest I loved it."

Leo walked me to my house I stopped and looked at him. His eyes were shining in the night sky while he was looking at the moon. He looked down at me and smiled.

"April, I."

"What Leo? What's going on?"

"I'm in, in love with you."

He studdered and made me cry.

"I love you too! Yes I love you already too!"

-Leo-

I looked at her eyes filled with tears. I hugged her got close to her and she kept mumbling into my chest

"I love you!"

                  "Leo we're together now! I love you!"

           "I love you."

I went away from the hug and from a hug I saw her look into my lips. I really felt like it but I wanted to hold back. It was to early but I picked her up and kissed her saying that I will never let her go!