Black Sheep // Amelia Shepherd

What if

TW: alcohol, drug addiction, sexual objectifying
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"So, Shepherd, truth or dare?" Lori asked with excitement. Her eyes were glowing. She had sparks in them all the time, which made Amelia thought that Lori was in love with life, like she was always looking at everything positively. And Amelia could stare at those sparks for hours, sometimes she didn't even listen to what her friend was telling her and maybe it was rude but she couldn't help herself.

They had been playing for about 30 minutes already and finally, it was Amelia's turn. Everyone who chose truth was spilling their secrets like they were writing a book with every little detail described. And it was nice to know more about people Amelia thought were gonna stay in her life forever.

"Do I even have a choice?" Shepherd chuckled, "The last two were truths, which means I have to choose dare." She was still high so she didn't care about what they would say her to do. Well, after she started using she wouldn't care even if she was sober.

"Dare, then," Nic smirked, he was one of Mickey's best friends and one of the few people whose names Amelia memorized, "I dare you to kiss someone in that room who you think is the most attractive."

After those words, the girl spooked, apparently she wasn't ready to go all wild. Amelia let out a nervous giggle. She didn't kiss anyone before so she didn't want her first time to be like that. But drugs did their deed and her sight changed abruptly. The same glow was seen in her eyes that disappeared years ago and now was back where it belonged. Amelia noticed Jack's grin like he was sure he would be the one. "Screw you," she thought.

"if I am to kiss someone..." she muttered looking over everyone and landing her eyes on Lori. "God, I hope she's okay with that," the thought ran through Amelia's mind as she was leaning toward her friend. She instantly gained confidence as she noticed that Lori was about to meet her halfway. Lori's lips connected with hers making both of them close their eyes. Lori's hot lips sent chills down Amelia's spine while her tongue was exploring her friend's mouth. Shepherd had never thought that kissing could feel so good. It tasted like wine that both of the girls had earlier and Amelia's brain released a whole bunch of chemicals - oxytocin, dopamine, serotonin. After euphoria took over her mind and body she felt like an incredible bond grew up between the two of them and took any desire to pull away. Amelia didn't know were the drugs making her feeling so strong or it was really so amazing to kiss someone.

"Girls, get a room," Mickey said sarcastically forcing them to stop. Amelia broke the kiss first looking deeply into Lori's eyes like she still wasn't sure if that was okay but the only thing she noticed was the smirk that appeared on her friend's face and an even bigger glow in her eyes. Amelia smiled down her breath as she was sitting back at her spot in the circle. "She liked it," the girl thought to herself. Amelia could have never imagined her first kiss to be like that but it was definitely all worth it.

"Who's next?" Shepherd asked still trying to catch her breath and looking over the group of teens again.

"I guess it's me," Jack stated pretending like he was fine with what just happened and that he wasn't offended at all.

"Truth or dare, Jack?" Max asked before taking a sip of his drink.

"Truth," he said playfully raising his eyebrows.

"What the first thought comes into your mind when you look at a girl?" some guy asked. Jack smirked and not in a tempting kind of way. At least that was what Amelia thought of it. Jack was so high at this point that he didn't care what he was gonna say at all.

"That I want to fuck her," he mumbled smiling and glancing at Amelia. "What the hell?" she thought to herself. Even though he did say the right words to Amelia that night, his whole image was ruined after his answer. The girl liked him at the beginning of the party but now she could look at him with nothing but disgust. She was thinking about sex from time to time, she was a teenager, but was never interested in someone who saw her only as a sex toy.