In heaven- Rock one-shots

I'm not ready (Paul McCartney)

I'm standing here, like an tree in front of my door, waiting anxious Paul to arrive while feeling the slicing and cold Liverpool's wind touch my reddish cheeks.

"Please arrive soon, please arrive soon..." I prayed myself while crossing my arms in a ineffective way of warm my body.

It's his birthday today, so we thought that would be a great idea to hang out together, y'know, with everybody at the Cavern or any other open pub, we don't really care about it. 

A couple minutes after, a light make presence in the middle of the dark and misty night: It's him.

I fast ran to that car, opening the door and sitting in the leather sit, that's colder that the night outside.

"Happy birthday, love" I say, while shattering because of the extreme cold weather.

"Thanks, sweetie" He giggled, smiling softly like always "Take this..." Said taking off his black jacket and giving it to me.

"No! You will freeze if take it of!" I yell, while I try to put that back on his body.

"I will not, relax" Winked, putting that upon my shoulders and turning his attention back to the road.

This time I accepted, it was really cold, I was freezing there while waiting, soon we will be at an close space and I won't need it anymore.

Even if I'm happy, I'm really embarrassed of being here with him, we are dating not a long time, something like two months, and I still shy about being completely alone with him, I don't know what to say, we were friends before, a long time, but it was different, completely different...

"You're quiet tonight, there's something wrong?" Asked and I shake my head as a 'no' "So are you freeze?" Completed with a chuckle, he is so adorable!

"I'm sorry for this, maybe the cold is making me less talkative" Isn't just for that.

I'm nervous tonight, he was talking about going to his house after the pub, because "There we can be alone" as he said, but this maybe means something more, and I'm really afraid of it, I'm afraid about disappointing him, or not being ready and not doing this...

"You will spend the night at the car?" Asked opening the door and taking my hand.

"Oh, sorry..." I mumble, taking off his jacket "And this is yours"

"Are you sure that don't need it anymore?" I nodded, smiling "It looked elegant on you..."

We went down the dark stairs, arriving to that small pub that's as familiar as our houses, we are always here at all, that's why we all know the functionaries, and the visitors too...

"Paullie!" John yells at the moment that notice our presence at the entrance of the bad illuminated space.

We were recieved by a lot of 'Happy birthdays' from the boys, a lot of singing and beats at his back...

There are some hours since we arrived, and like always, a lot of fun and dance, ours bodies were covered of sweat, like we ran miles, and I guess that we never laughed so hard!

But, after all the fun, comes the tiredness, our eyes were almost closed, it's time to go home.

"Boys, we're going..." He says, taking some money out the pocket to pay our drinks.

"Want to stay? I leave you at home when I go..." Geo ask me, we live near each other, so we always do this...

"Thanks for the offer, Georgie, but I'm going to his house tonight..." I respondend, blushing.

"Wait, she is going to your house?" John got in the conversation, we nodded "You father isn't there, is?"

"No, Johnny..." Mumbled, looking away from his eyes.

"And I can bet that in a 'fun coincidence', Mike is at some friends house!" I am red now, for sure!

"This isn't of your business!" He answers, rolling the eyes, taking my waist and walking away.

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Well, John was right, the house is empty tonight, but nothing sounds weird.

We were at his bed, listening to radio and talking, like we normally do, some kisses here and there, but nothing intense.

And then his comportment changed, small things like taking me to his lap, more long kisses, touches at my leg, it was evolving, and I could do that!

But when his thumb walked to my nipples, i found out that I couldn't, in a fast and unconscious movement, I pushed his hands away.

"I-I'm sorry, Paullie!" I cried, rolling to the bed and hugging a pillow.

"Same, I shouldn't do that without asking" Responded passing the arms around my waist.

"I thought that I could do it, but I got too nervous and panicked!" I yell without looking at him, I was too embarrassed to do it "I'm just very shy to do it now..."

"Honey, it's alright! I understand!" Said softly "When you get comfortable enough, tell me, don't need to be now, or today, or this week, this month... Just when you feel comfortable"

"I'm sorry again..." I whispered, turning my body to his and laying on his chest "I love you"

"I love you too, Sweetie" His hands were on my hair, and I'm almost sleeping by now "Sleep, Love. Goodnight"

"Goodnight..." I mumbled before fall asleep, at the arms of the best guy on the world.