In heaven- Rock one-shots

Your new boyfriend (Clapton-Harrison)

Another cup of any alcoholic thing came in, to hold the tears to not come out. 

Was being kinda selfish now, and he's conscious about it, but can't stop thinking about how hurt he was now.

They were always there, together, wherever he looked left, George was there, and then, abruptly disappeared, not because he needed to be free alone, but he had someone better waiting for him.

Sometimes, at night, when feel his body getting cold because of the absence of another body that used to be there to get him warm, internally wishes the other one to be dead, or just go away, or better, to never had appeared in their lives.

He understands, but it's so hard to accept that his boy just don't want him anymore, that he went away, and that he's surely happier than when he was at his side. 

Just couldn't take it anymore, decided to say everything that feels to the other one, maybe reminding about the amazing moments that they lived together since met each other at that park a couple years ago, he would understand wich one is the best way.

Placed the glass at the table, breathed in, got up and started walking, thinking again and again if it was the right idea, and hope it to be.

It's now or never, looked a lot to that door knob before really touch it and turn to see one of the saddest scenes that those blue eyes ever saw.

-What is 'badge'?- The younger asks laughing, going nearer the other one.

-Oh c'mon! It's clearly 'bridge', look, B, R, I...- He answers, explaining the letters that he wrote.

-Your 'R' and your 'I' together look like an 'A'- Said jumping to his lap, okay, time to interrupt.

-Geo, can we talk?- The drummer mumbled, snapping the fingers in a try to get the nervous out his body.

-About?- Replied, looking for a better position to the one upon his legs.

-The swans... No! About the park, I mean..- With those eyes looking at him, all the words that he planned turned into a real mess.

-The swans?

-Yeah, they live there... At the park- Said practically moaning of embarrassment.

-Are you drunk at this point, Ritchie?- How dare he can sit at his ex boyfriend's lap and call him 'Ritchie'?- I'll put this here, just to see if fits- Completed, writing down the most ridiculous thing that he ever said, and that's now immortalized.

-I'm not, and Geo, can we talk out there?- Asked again, trying to not sound rude.

He just nodded, getting up the couch, taking his cigars at the table and going to his direction.

And in completely silent, they slowly went out the room where the other one stayed to finish his composition.

-What is the problem and why it's Eric?- Asked, putting the cigarette on fire.

-Isn't he the problem! It's just that...- Breathed in, looking at those brown deep eyes, not a single word came out.

-You still jealous of him?- He says, felt his spine shivering.

-Jealousy is a very strong word, I just think that was weird the way that you leave me behind and ran to him! You even thinked about how it hurt? To know that you don't love me anymore, because you love him most?- Said loud, gasping and putting the hands upon his mouth.

-You know that we wouldn't work together this way, never, you just don't want accept- If he had a knife at his stomach would hurt less.

-Are you saying that you were forcing a relationship with me all these years?- Yelled, holding the tears.

-Of course no! I loved you, I've always loved you, but I just didn't know that in the fraternal way...- Mumbled looking at his eyes.

-Fraternal way?- Felt the warm tears running through his face.

-Yeah, like brothers do, you're the one that I want to protect, that I want to hug, and that I have a pure and eternal love- Explained cleaning his tears.

-But why with him, Geo? You moved so fast to him, needed to be him?

-What's your problem with him? What he did to you? Loved me?- Said, seemed upset by now.

-He's an asshole! He's a stupid egomaniac who is with you to use what you have!- His voice was going away after yell that much- How you don't notice it? He doesn't even understand your calligraphy.

-You don't understand what love means, wich one is worse?- Looked serious, and kinda cruel.

-I don't understand love?- Said ironically, laughing and rubbing sarcasm at his face.

-Being this selfish? No you don't- Threw away the cigarette at his hand- I still loving you, and I hope you to understand the situation, get better soon of this hateful sickness.

And then went away to his happiness, leaving the older one behind, with tears at his eyes, thinking about what just happened, and walking to nowhere.

At the moment when walked in front of what he preferred to call "Hell's window" saw another hurtful scene, his boy laid at the other's lap, crying as the younger tried to calm him.

And then understood it all, like a slap on his face, that 'fucking egomaniac' love his Georgie, he do it too, and if love means wanting the other's happiness, so it's better his 'brother' stay where he is...