Parties and Steve are always a hard thing, not just parties, but alcohol in general.
He always drinks a lot more than his young body can deal with, and who have to be there to take care of the kid? Me, always...
-Stevie!- I yell, trying to have his attention, what is pretty hard- C'mon Steve! We have to go!
-I don't feel like going home now, Ric!- He says, continuing to dance, making his soft curly hair move together with his body, I don't really know how he does it, looks like his body is as slight as a feather.
-But we have to!- I run to the middle of that crowd, all of them moving like leafs in a windy day of summer, covered of sweat, with their cups in hand just feeling the energy.
-You are so boring when you want it...- He complains, passing the arms around my neck.
-Yes, so we are going home because your 'boring friend' wants to- Tried to take his waist and get out of that place, but he is so thin and moving that fast no one could do it.
-I said that I don't feel like!- Looked at me with all the hate that a body can support, why he is so hard?- You should enjoy a little bit more! Dance, drink, kiss someone, do something!
-I hate dancing, I already had a drink, and kiss someone isn't in my list- Why I still explaining things to him?
-But I can bet that kissing you is at someone's list...- Said biting his lip, what a heck he's saying?
-Oh really?- I try to pull him from that place, he's so concerned on me that didn't even notice that is walking.
-For sure- He's so near to me that almost made me breathless, those eyes looking at mine are wonderful, as if something was pushing us together.
But, for my happiness, a point of conscience appeared to pull me away from those eyes, my reputation needed it.
-Well, stay here, exactly here! I'm going to pay for your orders...- I say, sitting him down in a chair and trying to walk fast to the counter, or I would loose him again.
When I looked at that bill, I learned the lesson to never bring him to parties out of my house again.
For my luck, I came back and he still there, sat exactly where I told him to stay, thanks lord.
-Lets go...- I mumble, giving him my hand and walking away from there.
_____________________________-Ric?- Asked and I hummed as an answer- It's true?
-What, Steve?- I ask rolling my eyes.
-Kissing someone never is in your list?- Said getting in the car, looking at me like a nervous teenager asking a girl out.
-Of course it is!-"It's my shyness that never let me do"- Why are you asking me that?
-And why today wasn't?- Got near to me again, looking at my eyes like was reading my soul.
-I don't know, Stevie...- I answer, laying my head at the cold leather black sit.
-And it still valid?- Licked his lips, starring at me, my heartbeat grew so fast that I don't know how I'm still alive.
-What do you mean?- I could feel his breath hitting my lips, my hands were trembling and something into me said to go for it, but something bigger said no.
-You know exactly what I mean- I could really die there when he jumped to my lap- C'mon... Just a peck!
-Steve, limits...- He wasn't even hearing me anymore- Steve! Limits!
-It's a peck, Ric! Never did it before?
-Of course I did! But now isn't the right moment!- I take his body out of my lap before my feelings "Take a form", you know...
-Boring friend on again- He mutters, crossing his arms and rolling the eyes.
I just wanted to go home, I started to drive as fast as I could, the only thing that was in my mind was my bed, my pillows and some time to cry and think why I refuse to things that I want to do.
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-Thanks for letting me sleep here...- He said blushing and looking away, the alcohol effects were easing, I guess now he took consciousness about his actions.
-No need to say thanks, it's just what everybody would do...- Why we are so embarrassed by now? He was literally at my lap a couple minutes ago!- Do you want to take a bath? Or eat something?
-No, I just need to lay down a bit and try to sleep- Mumbled, jumping on my bed and grabbing a pillow.
-Had a great night?- I ask, trying to make the situation less tense.
-Oh, for sure, they had nice drinks- Giggled, turning to my body and smiling- And I still impressed that kissing people isn't in your list...
-Maybe now it is- I responded, it was so fast that I didn't think.
-What?- He smile, getting nearer to my face again.
-You know...- I couldn't control it anymore, I just wanted to take his lips for me, feel his breath, feel his touch, feel his taste, that was the only thing that I needed by now.
-It still needs to be just a peck?- Asked breathless, jumping to my lap once again and passing the hands through my hair.
It was such a great way to finish a night...
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
In heaven- Rock one-shots
Документальная прозаAlgumas histórias aleatórias que voam em minha mente de madrugada. Não sou uma escritora incrível, não sou fluente em inglês, mas estou me esforçando para fazer isto não acabar como lixo. Pedidos abertos :)