LIVING WITH 23 BOYS💚 {NCT FF}

Chapter 131

Jaehyun: so... Do you remember Jane?

Yn: Jane? Wait

Yn's POV

Few years ago, our dad cheated on our mom, he had another woman aside from our mom, dad confessed that he got his mistress pregnant, although our mom was furious when she knew that, she still forgave him, and even became close to that woman, I remember my dad saying that our half-sister's name was Jane

I look at my brother and my eyes went wide when I recall our half- sister's name

Jaehyun: jane, our half sister

Yn: I know! But why? Why are we talking about her?

Honestly, I don't want to do anything about her,I don't even know that much about her, all I know is that her name is jane, we have the same dad and we are half sisters

Yn: what about her?

Jaehyun: mom, well also dad, they called

Yn: why?

Jaehyun: they called because Jane is pregnant

Yn: WHAT?

So she is the one that is pregnant? But what the hell? She's like 5 years younger than me, she's like 16 or 17, how- omg!

Jaehyun: her boyfriend didn't want to take responsibility of the child

Yn; and? You know that it isn't our problem, so why are we talking about this?

Jaehyun: yn, she's still our sister, and I know you had never met her but she's a good kid

Yn: good kid? Okay, so you tell me

I paused for a while as I inhaled my anger

Yn: how old is she?

Jaehyun: she's 17

Yn: so you're telling me she's a good kid but she already is pregnant at the age of 17?

Jaehyun: come on, it isn't her fault about what happened

Yn: whatever you say brother

Jaehyun: yn!

I sighed and finish another can of beer and stood up from my seat, before I could walk away from my brother, he held my wrist

Jaehyun: here me out first
Yn: if its about our so called "sister" then you better stop
Jaehyun: yn! Listen, im telling you this because she will be coming here in korea
Yn: WHAT?!

I was also shock that I yelled

Yn: why?
Jaehyun: mom said she have no one to take care of her
Yn: how about her mother?
Jaehyun: she left her when, she went with some rich man, that's what she said
Yn: excuses! I will never welcome her! You can entertain her but I wont!
Jaehyun: JUNG YN! She is still our sister!
Yn: and that doesn't change my mind! Brother!

Jaehyun sighed and drank his can of beer, after chugging it all he look at me and sighed

Jaehyun: she's coming here in two days

I scoffed, it's a good thing ill be in a vacation for two weeks when she get here

Yn: great, ill be gone for two weeks anyways

Jaehyun: she'll be living with us

What the hell? No!

Yn: no! I cant live in the same roof with her!

Jaehyun: the boys already agreed on her staying here

Yn: oh so you already told them, and they agreed, oh well then goodluck to you, because you wont get any help from me!

I said sarcastically, I was about to leave but jaehyun said something that made me halt

Jaehyun: I know that you don't like her, but it isn't her fault!

Yn: YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!

I screamed at him, the boys probably heard me but who cares?

I already told him that I wont be having this conversation!

I walk away and ran to my room, I saw Mark and Lucas standing in front of their door which is right beside mine, I also saw Yuta standing at his door which is also beside mine

Lucas: yn-

Yn: DON'T!

I went inside of my room and continue packing, I didn't notice that im already sobbing

I was so young back then, very young. I was an innocent kid, I wasn't even 10 when my dad cheated on our mom. I was very happy, carefree, gullible i still am tho but not that gullible when I had no knowledge about it. Honestly, I have a bit of resentment towards our mom, How can she let a kid know about those stuff? As I get older I think maturely, and started to blame my self

I blame my self for being a bratty kid maybe that's the reason why our Dad cheated on our mom, I blamed my self. Although, Every night I wished that he would stop, It felt terrible knowing that he is cheating at a very young age.

Not even one freaking night, I never forget to wish that he would just Stop. Eventually, he stopped. However, his cheating bloomed. He got the girl pregnant. And that's when I knew he can never stop now that It bloomed.

As I get to my puberty, that's when It hit me so hard, It hit me. We wouldn't be the perfect family I ever wanted to be again

Time pass by and It gets very painful and Painful, realizing that maybe we did something, maybe I did something for him to do such thing. I began loosing my innocent smile, my genuine happiness, everything.

People around me accepted the fact that he cheated, they accepted and Forgave him, and I did too, But That doesn't mean I am happy, Nothing will bring back those beautiful smile I had back then, It was long gone, the moment the baby was born, All those prospects I had went into dust, they're all gone.

TO BE CONTINUED

It's monday!

Lets start our week by trying to do something productive!💪

Lucas, Dude! We are always here waiting for you, waiting for those beautiful smile<3

SM do smth!