𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐆𝐢𝐫𝐥

𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠

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How do I keep my head held up high, when his is 6 feet under.

What do I do?
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I couldn't go to sleep so I just stayed awake waiting for the sunrise to come.

I smoked weed on my balcony trying to clear my mind a little, but it wasn't helping much.

Along with the occasional shots.

But not too many, I had to get Araceli.

I just didn't wanna look like a mess, I was already a damn mess, but matters got worse.

If I have to pretend then i'll pretend.

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The sun peaked through the clouds and began to shine through my window.

I got up and took a shower ridding myself of the weed and alcohol.

Then my phone buzzed.

Araceli
Good morning!
Sent 7:12 am

I smiled and texted her back.

Me
goodmorning, pick you up at 8?
Sent 7:16 am

Araceli
Sounds good, see you then.
Sent 7:20 am

I closed my phone and finished taking my shower.

Upon finishing, I wrapped my towel around my waist and looked at myself in the mirror.

"Pull yourself together." I said," Pull it together."

I slid my shirt on and my boxers. My jeans followed.

I did my hair but decided to let it air dry today.

I sprayed my cologne and grabbed my items and made my way out the door.

I started my car up and began the ever long drive to her house.

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Me
Hey, i'm here.
Sent 7:55 am

Araceli
Ok!
Sent 7:56 am

I waited a few minutes and at eight on the dot, she walked out of the house towards my car.

I got out of the car and opened the door for her.