"What is so insane about it that we want to be happy and not get bonded with some stupid Alpha who just wants us for his own pleasure?! What is so insane about it that we are scared?! Tell me Alphas,look me into my eyes and tell me you won't do shit...
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‚Just like a flower, I'll grow on you' Chapter 23 : weirdly emotional
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He must have thought that I was asleep because he started whispering now.He intertwined our finger and he half hugged me from behind."I was scared that I hurted you with the mark too much since it was my fault.I'm sorry.."he apologised and kissed my neck.He left butterfly kisses all over my neck,slightly down to my back but then he stopped.
„I will make you mine."he kissed my cheek one last time before he started snoring a few minutes after it.
„His.."I whispered before I fell asleep too.
Next morning
My heat was definitely doing better but I wasn't concerned about that.I woke up alone in my nest.It really was a dream.
Tears slided down my cheek while I let out painful sobs.I really needed the Alpha around me.I thought I was his Omega.
"Sunoo?!"I heared the door opening and it was Jungwon..
He ran to me and engulfed me into a long, comfy hug.I continued to cry on his shoulder."He's barely so emotional.."it was now Jake's voice.
Jake tried to make me stop crying but nothing worked.I had a headache,my body was burning because of the heat and my heart was aching.
Not even at home I cried like that and I needed to go trough heats by myself.Why did everything hurt,everytime I think my life is getting better,it goes downhill in a second again.Stupid world,stupid me and stupid life.
"Sunoo you are weird lately.."Jake kissed my forehead and my cheek.Indeed it made me feel a little bit better but I didn't needed someone else then my Alpha right now."Wonie should we call the doctor?" Jungwon shook his head.
"I can understand Sunoo at this point. Imagine needing to hide your identity with the exact opposite gender that you have,needing to smell Alphas around you 24/7 ,is even scared of Alphas and then being in heat.It must be so tough ."Heeseung said as he entered my room.He held a plushie in his hand and handed it to me."I will tell Sunghoon to hurry up,we can eat later breakfast."he added and that was my cue to jump down the bed.
"H-he's here?H-hoonie?Rea-really?"
They all nodded in sync when I once again started crying."His hormones are fucked up."Jake hissed and placed me back into the bed."Mine will start soon."Jungwon announced and laughed.We checked Heeseung face and he disappeared with a huge smirk on his face as he winked at Jungwons statement.
Jake and I were disgusted when I only then remembered that I did unholy stuff too with Sunghoon-
"OMG SUNOO STOP BEING HORNY IN YOUR THOUGHTS!"Jake wanted to hit me but when he looked into my eyes,he just smiled.
"Can we..talk about the s-situation with mom and d-dad when y-you feel okay?"
Jungwon raised his eyebrows.Like I already mentioned,Heeseung and Sunghoon didn't told them that I was..raped..
I played with Jake's hand before I nodded. "Don't overthink Jakeu..it's fine,I'm fine."
"If you are fine it means you don't need my cuddles right?"
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