Oldest Redemption

CHAPTER 28 : EPISODE 9 (HATEFUL PAST)

⚠️ Trigger Warning Alert (Suicide attempt, bullying and horrible nightmare.)⚠️

If that was a dream,it was a horrible one. My usual nightmare was better than this horrible one. Every tortured I was given,can be feel.

Kicked in the ribs, breathing suffocation,blood coughing,punch in the stomach adding more pain to my broken ribs and worst of all...

The colourless corrosive liquid was poured to my stomach. I can feel the cold liquid touching my skin and soon, slowly dissolving my skin. I cried at the stinginess that was unbearable. I remembered the feeling of my flesh was dissolved a Little bit, enough making blood slowly dripping from it.

Both of us tried to walked even though we're weak. Some part of me and my teenager self were determined to find someone. To help us,to called ambulance for us and to take care of us. Every step was a torture. Every step making my legs hurts more. Every step make my breathing hitching because of my broken ribs.

I tripped for countless times earning me kissing the hard and cold floor. If I can see my face, I'm really sure that I have bruise at my nose. Not only bruise,but puffy eyes from crying, horrified face and a mess looks from failure. It hurts so much,to experience this for second time... It was a total nightmare but I can't help to laughed dishearteningly... I'm going to insane..

My heart was leaped in joy,only god knows how happy I am when both of us stumbled upon my beloved best friend,Maria. Her face was still the same,a beautiful baby face with shorter bang and a long hair that she tied in braid. The last thing both of us saw was a horrified and yet, worried face.

Now,I was wandering to the dark void. After I lost consciousness,I was sent here. I walked to the endless void, trying to find a way to get out from here. There's a few things I noticed, currently I was using black dress that exposing my shoulder and flowing to the floor. My hair was styled in braid bun. Where am I?

Not even a hour ago,I was having the most worst nightmare I ever had but now,I was wearing a beautiful onyx gown. I sighed and stopped walking for a while.

Suddenly,a gentle and yet firm hand touching my shoulder. Of course,I was almost screamed because of the suddenness but I decided to keep my cool.

I looked at where the hand are coming from. My eyes widen because I can't see the figure clearly. She was very tall. A silver hair that I cannot decipher how was it style and a glimpse of golden eyes looking at me.

She mouthed something but it was not clear for me to understand.

[M◼️ Ve◼️◼️◼️l, ◼️le◼️◼️e awake! ◼️his is j◼️◼️◼️ a dr◼️◼️m!]

I tilted my head in confusion but not before I can ask the figure,I suddenly regained my consciousness but sadly not from my real body.

My eyes was blinded with white light. I tried to blinked my eyes. I can feel the bumpiness and I presume I was inside an ambulance, because how fast it was drive. My teenager self let out a soft grunts.

"Diya,oh god! How are you darling?!"

A gentle and yet calming voice coming from someone next right to me. A voice that I longed the most... A voice that I missed so much.. A voice that I cannot forget even though I haven't heard it for long time. A soft,loving and caring voice that I wished to hear once more if I can.

A voice of my dear mother,Suzanne Sierra.

Both of us tearing up seeing my mother. She was small compared to me and people ended up thinking she was my big sister instead of mother. Her big eyes that coloured in green eyes,her short black haired that I inherited,she was my mother...