Stuck In Every Mess

Chapter nineteen

[DESTROYING]

Lei's POV

I woke up in his arms. Yes damn! At inaamin ko, that was the most comfortable sleep I've experience!

His words are bothering me! Though it also clear my doubt with him. Slight. Oo kaunti lang! But ewan ko ba hindi ko na maintindihan!

Gusto ko siyang pagkatiwalaan. His words, actions and all are too careful like he did not want me to break like a shattered glass in the floor. He don't like me to be cold with him, base on his word last night! But how can I not? My anger from nowhere is rising up. I'm pissed off with him. Is it becsuse he is not keeping his own words? About not playing around while we are in this kind of set up? Or am I being jelous? But why the heck would I be jelous?!

Natigil ako sa pag iisip nang maramdaman ang kanyang pag galaw. His arm on my waist tightened. He sneaked his face of my neck deeply. I even gasp and wanted to scream but I just can't. Hindi pwede! I am hella confused with my feelings and I don't want to give him mixed signals. I don't eant to be like him. A player.

I stiffened with our position. My heart, beats loudly again like a drums in a festival. It's early in the morning ang the aircon is still on but why do I feel hot and my cheeks seems like in the verge of boiling?!

Ilang minuto ang hinintay ko bago niya kinuha ang pagkakakap ng kanyang braso sa akin. Naramdaman ko ang pag upo niya sa kama mula sa pagkakahiga. Ang kanyang titig ay akin ding dama.

I tried my very best to act sleeping still and to not move even an inch. Or it will be damn awkward!

Nang marinig ang pagkasarado ng pinto ay agad akong bumangon, habol ang hininga. Dinampi ko ang kamay sa aking dibdib. Dama ang pusong di makalma, at pilit kumakawala ang mga pintig na kanina pa nag haharumento. Umiling iling ako. This, can't be!

" Lei ayos na ba ang kamay mo? "

I look at Dea as she reach for my hand to inspect it. We are currently waiting for our last subject.

" Medyo maayos na. Siguro nga dalawang araw mula ngayon, hindi na 'to sasakit kapag gagamitan ko na ng puwersa " ika ko sa kanya.

Wala ng pasa ang palad ko ngunit may kaunting sakit paring naiwan.

I am not myself today. Paano ba naman? Ni hindi ako makapagsalita ng maayos kung nasa paligid si Czack. Nagiging balisa ako! I am spacing out too much! Kung hindi lang dahil sa notes ni Dea, baka wala akong nasagot kanina nang tinawag ako uoang sagutin ang isang equation sa harap.

" Alam mo, ang cutie ng bago. " saad muli ni Dea.

Yes, there's new student. He has face. Masculine, smart, and charming. But I don't find him attractive. Hindi naman kasi ako talaga madaling nahuhumaling sa isang lalaki.

Pero pag siya?

Ewan ko ano ba itong iniisip ko! Napa buntong hinga ako ng wala sa oras! I sit up strait when our prof finally arrived.

" We'll just have a short quiz for our time "

Nag bulong bulungan ang lahat dahil isa nanamang surprize quiz ang ganap ngayong araw.

" Sponsored ba ng tide si sir? Nakakagulat eh. " agad napatingin si Dea sa akin.

Napaisio naman ako sa sinabi niya. Medyo hindi ko na gets. Iniisip isip ko a kung anong ibig ssbihin niya pero naputol iyon nang kinslabit niya ako ulut.

" Number one na raw " bumuntong hinga ako.

Minsan din mas napagtuunan ko ng pansin pinagsasabi ni Dea kesa sa lessons eh. Pero ayos lang. Bawing bawi naman notes niyang pinapahiram.