you are my home eremika fanfic

epilogue

MIKASA'S POV ;

• 5 years later •

they say that love change ur life , u can see the colors of ur life , without love ur life will be black and white , and that's how my life was before i met him 

Eren jeager 

my life was hard before meeting him , my parents died , i was sick and i was depressed , but when we became friends i was so happy , i was getting a bit better , he was with me whenever i needed him , when we became lovers my life became excellent he made me feel the warmth of the family again , i can't thank him enough , he was the one that made me back alive when i was in coma 

•flash back •

mikasa's pov [when she was about to die ]

-huh where am i , why everything is white 

-over here dear. i heard a familiar voice, is that my mom , i rushed and i hugged her tight and i saw my dad too , i hugged him and then my mom said 

-u became such a beautiful women , i'm proud of u 

-t-thank u mom . i'm tired of everything i want to to stay with u 

-u can dear , u can just let all the pain go and stay here with us in heaven , sweetie u have 2 doors now , one that is behind u , u can go back to life , and this one ahead of u , u can go with us ,were waiting for u if u want to come 

and then they left i stayed there a bit thinking but i can't leave levi alone , he will be heartbroken , but i'm tired of everything  , but again ugh this is too much 

-okay i choose you

-eren jeager 

•end of flashback •

i felt a tear steaming down my face , i miss him , i miss him so much , why did had to leave me like this  ,he left for a month a nobody know where he is  , nobody found him , he was with armin and zeke on a vacation on a island ,  he begged me to come with him but i didn't want to , then a volcano exploded making everyone  leave , armin and zeke survived but they didn't find eren i can't tell this to autumn , i can't tell her that her dad died and i'm a month pregnant and he doesn't know i wanted to surprise him when he will get here , but i don't think that this day will come, i don't want to loose hope i feel like he's still alive somehow   , i'm siting in the garden of my place then autumn said 

-mommy why are u crying , do u miss daddy 

- yeah i miss him 

- i do too he's coming he made a promise , can u tell me more about him 

-well honey u see ur dad is the most caring person , he's sweet and gentle and-

-very handsome . i turned around and i saw annie and albert standing there , she came and sat with us , she hugged autumn then the kids went playing then she said

-how are you mika . then i hugged her and i cried , she hugged me back and she patted my back then she said 

-it's okay mika it's okay . then she kissed my forehead , i had to stop crying in case autumn will see me , i sighed then i looked at the sky , please be safe eren , then i heard i knock on the door i wanted to open the door but annie did i waited a bit then she came and she said that it was the press i sighed and i looked at the sky then a bird approached me and he held my scarf and he fixed it , i smiled then i felt to hands covering my eyes they were a man's hands , it can't be they are not his , he took his hands off my eyes , then i saw him , it's him