All This Time

Chapter 15

I sighed contentedly and smiled as I relished in post orgasmic bliss. Thinking about the dropped towel, the discarded T-shirt and steamy foreplay in the bathroom earlier. The bathroom foreplay involving a lot of hands on action before moving into the bedroom.

In my brief sexual history, these moments of post orgasmic bliss had already become my favorite. I felt so loved. So wanted and so very satisfied. I looked over at Ryan lying next to me and saw he also had a soft smile on his face.

My sexuality had been fully awakened. It was so much more than actual sex. Ryan had just gone down on me for the first time, and the experience was nothing short of phenomenal. I had no idea just how good it could be, and was. I lost track of the number of orgasms he had given me. I needed to return the favor but didn't know where to even begin. He was clearly in no rush though, perfectly content to have brought me to ultimate satisfaction and to just lay here, his fingertips lightly running up down my lower spine, leaving me tingling from his touch. Just knowing what those fingers were capable of, not to mention his tongue, had me feeling all warm and tingly inside.

"What are you thinking about?" I asked.

"Honestly? I was thinking about the first kiss we ever shared, way back when." He replied, with a smile.

I couldn't help but laugh. "What were we? Like fourteen or fifteen?"

"Hmmm. Something like that. Maybe even younger." He smiled again at me.

"Truth or dare right?" I laughed again, the memory of the stupid, childish game running through my head.

"Yep. I believe it was you and me. Chase, Alyssa. Maybe a couple of others. I can't remember for sure."

"And Chase dared you to kiss me." I couldn't help but blush remembering just how awkward we were back then. Ryan was so shy. I was only slightly more outgoing.

"I have a confession to make. Well, a couple of confessions." He grinned.

I raised my eyebrows at him. "And what might those confessions be?"

"I asked Chase to make that dare."

"Why?"

"Because I wanted to kiss you."

"Then why didn't you just do it? Why make it a dare?" I asked.

"Because I was this shy dorky kid and you were so pretty. I just had no idea how to go about doing it, so I had Chase make the dare. I had a huge crush on you."

"I was crushing hard on you too." I admitted. "What was the other confession?"

"You were the first girl I ever kissed."

"You were my first kiss too. Well, my first everything actually, but you know that."

"Do you remember that time when I was living next to Dale Jr and was helping you babysit for him and Amy?"

"Of course I remember. Not that you were much help. You nearly threw up over a dirty diaper and you made me change it." I laughed.

"I almost kissed you then. Well, not while you were changing the diaper, but that day."

"Why didn't you?" I asked.

He shrugged. "Because you got a text from that guy that Jeb set you up with. I figured y'all were dating. I didn't want to overstep."

"Oh. I forgot all about him. I met him once, a blind date thing, and he was a complete jerk so I never went out with him again or even gave him a second thought. I wish I never would have responded to that text."