Jealousy~ (D I S C O U N T I N U E D)

Seong's Past

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Before you all start reading, I wanted to wish all the readers a Happy ENGENE day. I can't believe we're already 1.
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Jay's POV~

I was walking near a river park with my hands on my pockets, basically dressed in all black to disguise. I don't want to be spotted easily, so I decided to wear a black T-shirt and a pair of black jeans, a black denim jacket and some black Converse.

A moment later, I spotted a father and son walking hand in hand. I saw his son sobbing, the man's eyes were strained too. "Appa, don't ever let me go again. I thought I almost lost you" the little boy sniffled cutely. "I'll never let you go Jae, I promise. I'll never leave you alone again" Jae- the fuck- I'm gonna go talk to them-

I rushed over to the man. "Ajhussi!!" I yelled and the man stopped and turned behind. "How may I help you, young man?" the old man asked me. I stood infront of his son and crouched down to reach his level. "What's your name?" I asked the boy, while giving him a soft smile. Many say that I'm intimating, so I tried to make sure that I wasn't scaring the little boy. "Jaehyuk. Park Jaehyuk" I poked Jaehyuk's cheek. "Hi Jaehyuk, my name is Jay" somehow, the little boy Jaehyuk got happy "Look, this hyung has the same name as me" Jaehyuk smiled brightly. I stood up and asked the man why Jaehyuk was crying. "Actually, we went to the amusement park but I lost him there" The man's voice got lower when he said 'But'. "It's alright, Ajhussi". I offered Jaehyuk a chocolate i had and he gladly expected it.

Looking at Jaehyuk reminds me of myself. The way he's sticking to his dad, just reminded me of my dad. Why did you leave me, dad. I tried not to sob infront of everyone

Author's POV~
~When Jay used to be 4~

"Dad, this isn't fair" the 4 year old whined at his dad, who held the ball up high, where Jay couldn't reach it. The little boy started pouting which made his dad give Jay the ball. Little Jongseong happily jumped at his dad returning him the ball.

"Daddy, let's play catch catch. Think fast" Little Jay put all his efforts to throw the ball but let's not forget that he's only 4. His dad caught the ball without any efforts. When he threw the ball back at Jay, Jay couldn't catch it and it fell behind Jay. Jay started running after the ball to get it back before it goes too far. Seeing lil Seongie run in ᵗⁱⁿʸ made his dad SOFT. But the dad soon realized that his son was running towards the road. Little Seongie was already standing on the road, picking up the ball. "JONGSEONG WATCH OUT" the father yelled as he pushed Jay out of the road. The little boy rolled over to the other end of the road. When he looked behind, all he say was his dad lying there, blood flowing out of him

Like I said, he was just a little boy, he didn't understand what was going on. An lady came to Jay and asked his name and his mother's name. She felt horrible seeing a little boy witness his dad's death and pitied the person who was dumb enough to not even help. She asked for her number, which Jay somehow remembered, and she called Mrs. Park

A few minutes later, Jay's mom reached the spot, where her husband was lying dead. Tears kept streaming down her eyes. Lil Seong shaked his mom's hand so as to grab her attention. Mrs. Park instantly wiped her tears and looked at her son with a smile.

"What happened Seong?"

"Daddy isn't waking up, tell him to stop sleeping on the middle of the road"

The mom was even hurt at her son's innocence. How was she going to tell the little kid that his dad would never wake up.

(I'm crying at 3:56 am, the fuck)