flock of birds were flying
so high,
as you pressed your lips
gently onto mine,
i could feel that my heart
would really cry,
thinking that it was the
second and could be our
last time,
the pale moon willingly
gave us some light,
as i hold you softly yet
so tight,
i wish i could also do this
before,
but I don't want to hurt
you even more,
it makes me remember
us back then,
the time when i gave
you that fountain pen,
it makes me wonder
suddenly,
are you taking care of
and using that gingerly?
you know, that pen i
got from you,
there are no days I didn't
gave it my sweetest stare,
it was the best gift I've
ever received from you,
it makes me ask myself, are
you doing fine there?
remember that day when we
pretended to be a couple?
you're the only person i could
see even though we were
surrounded by many people,
i really mean my words as i
gave you that necklace,
when i closed my eyes and
kissed you back, my heart
was in a long race,
i have something to
confess, i sometimes
see you as a mushroom,
why? when i'm in danger,
you always show up
so soon,
the way you fought those
thugs and hid me behind
you to protect me,
it was one of the best
and coolest thing that
someone did for me,
if only i was a different
kind of person,
if only i didn't let myself to
be controlled by my own demon,
if only we're not living in
two different worlds,
then i would immediately run
to you and forget what
i was told,
if only we got to know
each other in a
different world,
in a world that the two
of us can cherish our
own gold,
the gold that never
lose its value even when
the time passes by,
the gold that is called
YOU and I,
i guess the time was
too cruel to us,
when we found the
real happiness we
barely feel, it flies
so fast,
and again, this isn't forever
and we have to open our eyes,
as we hold and hear each
others' silent cries,
i don't want to
let you go
i wish the time could
take it slow
blanket of stars were
covering the sky,
as we finally said
our painful goodbyes
i'm sorry, sweetie, i need to
step away from where i stand
i'm sorry too, darling,
i understand
i want to stay but the
best thing i can do,
is to walk away from you
i do not care when
but if there's another
life,
let's meet there again
my love.
_
( i was suddenly embarrassed )
