December 10, 1922
Monday, 10:05 pm
Dear diary,
He makes me feel like a child and I am not quite sure how to feel about it. Certainly, I want to be treated like an adult but during the initial period when he used to be harsh with me, all I wished was for him to be a little lenient on me. Now, he treats me like a child and the dilemma is I feel good but I am not supposed to. I remember yesterday when we were watching the stars he had asked me to sit on his lap so we both can view taking turns, which quite didn't make sense. The fact that we had drinks after a while might have made us act this way I reckon because I recall leaning back into his chest and making myself comfortable, if that was not embarrassing enough I presume I even told him that he felt comfortable, which I can only pray was just a dream and never happened in real. I wouldn't say we were hungover but unquestionably had more drinks to not be in our best behaviors. The eventful night quite didn't end there, we cuddled and some time into the sleep, I felt a peck on my head. The lighting of embarrassment struck when I woke up being spooned by him. I can tell it was the same for both of us since he has avoided eye contact with me this whole day. Though the awkwardness from the events of yesterday is still lurking in the corner I miss speaking to him.
Night
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