January 3, 1923

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January 3, 1923

Thursday, 12:45 am

Dear diary,

I remember how on one of the first days into the expenditure we were allocating resources, they seemed so plenty to me then. We have completely given up on the re-establishment of a connection. The whole day we were busy gathering our pieces of equipment and personnel belongings to head back, when the connection is lost the second in command is Taehyung. We wouldn't be able to survive if another carevess hits our place, neither do we have enough resources to wait till another group of expeditors arrives in search of us. The most logical thing now seems to be to flee. So this will be my last night here in the paradise of ice. In a blink I could feel my heart thumping right against my chest, I experienced it what everyone calls the bliss, I experienced love but deep down I knew it was never going to last. The thrill it gave me had a lasting effect on me, even though I knew very well I will get hurt in the end, it was all worth it. This was my summer love, wasn't it?  I am going to miss this, the night sky, the penguins, the ice, the dinners, the talks, the stargazing, and most importantly Taehyung himself. I want to cherish every moment with Taehyung when I am still his bunny. Life will go on, just like it was without Taehyung in it. Maybe it is for teh best but how unfair it is when life shows you the happiest you can be and then snatches it from you. The world I am heading back to is where I belong but why does it feel I am leaving my world behind. Maybe we can rekindle in another life where we meet and live forever.

Night

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